i had a saps dream a while back, and in the back of my mind i knew she shouldn't logically be there, and there were things i wanted to ask her but it would have been difficult to bring it up. i talked to makenzi last week and she was telling me how she and allie had been talking about saps, then a little while later she accidentally called allie saps and then burst into tears. it's something that happens all the time where you call your friends by the wrong name (for me anyway) but in that case it really shook her up. and i don't know about you, but no one i've talked to has deleted saps from their buddy list. i think it's tiny things like this that are always going to follow us. i don't know if we'll ever manage to process what happened. reunions are going to be hard, july 11th will always have a different meaning for us now, but she did bring us all back together for a little while. she reminded us of everything the westover girls share. hang in there, some stovah lovin is always just a phone call away.
I'm really not sure what to do or say. I'm not going to tell you that I understand because I don't. I'm not going to tell you that I know how you feel because I don't.
But I can tell you that I am truly sorry that you had to lose someone like saps. I don't have any answers about it either, but somewhere she is organizing your reunion, for that day that you will all be together again...
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I'm really not sure what to do or say. I'm not going to tell you that I understand because I don't. I'm not going to tell you that I know how you feel because I don't.
But I can tell you that I am truly sorry that you had to lose someone like saps. I don't have any answers about it either, but somewhere she is organizing your reunion, for that day that you will all be together again...
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