so tonight was quite possibly SO MUCH FUN.

i got to the cantino's at like 3... cuz i wanted me some chris time before they left to play the underoath show. mmm chris time. psalms. cuddling. i think its pretty official that you dig someone A TON when you are super tense the whole long drive there just cuz you want to get there fast and then melt ( Read more... )

tonight. underoath RULED. me. ahem, yah. the keyboardist, i love him. dance the night away WHILE playing best instrument (yah you heard right, DEAL). wow im all agressive. must be the music. do i feel a lil hardcore dance coming on??? oooh can't control it. I THINK I'LL HEAD-WALK.

and of course. die radio die beautiful as always. so unappreciated ( Read more... )

today was basically longest day ever. couldn't fall asleep last night till 4 because i had coffee at like 9. so i got 5 hours of sleep. when i woke up i had some sort of like sinus headache, like all this pressure in my nose and eyes. i get to skratch, meet keith and bill. scott and jessica came later. spent the whole day looking up bands for their ( Read more... )

hub ruled me. time spent with dasha, meggie, joel, NATE, and ashley s for a bit. sweetness.

i think im gonna do some hw tonight. mmmm. i like it! weird huh.

can't wait to talk to my sweet stuff. TOMORROW=SKRATCH! color me excited.

school seriously rules ( Read more... )

today was the first day where i feel like i got a lot accomplished ( Read more... )

im so impatient. i just want so badly to start with this school. and like i can't start until i have verification of internship, which i dunno when thats gonna happen cuz skratch wants to see my transcripts now ( Read more... )

it seemed too see through to be true.

today=dreamy. no other words to describe it.
ultimately surreal.
okay i guess that was another descriptive word. so theres 2.

chris came to immortal entertainment with josh and me. SO GOOD. mmmm HIM! mike was the host from heaven. all the people so nice, so creepily powerful. so fun talking music with jason. ( Read more... )

so i basically owe lots of apologies. when i typed that lj entry last night....i knew i shouldn't have posted it. it was really bitter and totally inconsiderate.
but thank you to all those who were so understanding, concerned, or compassionate. i really appreciate it, and don't deserve you.

and to chris, i'm sorry. i don't deserve you. i miss you ( Read more... )

insert sarcasm here ( Read more... )