i am going to kill tyler.
his mother called my cellphone and woke me up at 4:30am.
she's hysterical because she can't find him.
she's called twice in the past 10 minutes.

i need to start updating more.

work sucks.

ps. i got my laptop and it rocks my socks. <3

ok so i didn't get to go to honin tonight, and i feel bad. i was so damn tired. i took a nap and meant to wake up in like an hour and a half. i swear i don't even remember my alarm going off. well, i woke up at 7pm. which sucks. because now the bank is closed and i never got to cash my check ( Read more... )

i hate saying this..

but does anyone have a lj code they would share? my big really wants one. :o(
i will love you forever if you do <3

i have so much anxiety today ( Read more... )

i work today 10-3. i don't have a day off till thursday, and i've been working straight since friday. i hate working 6 days in a row. oh well, i need money ( Read more... )

finally got my internet working again. yay.
i'm getting a laptop.
it should be here within a couple days.

life is shitty.
i'm so sick of work.
i hate being alone.
i've been so depressed lately.

im so lazy to make updates.
my tooth hurts, and i don't know why.
i'm cranky.
and i had weird dreams.

anyways, i went to pittsburgh last night. drove around alot. umm.. basically, it was for nothing. we went to Tuscany's. thats about it. woo smoothes and a muffin (which was stale).

ok, i'm gonna go do something productive, i guess.

come home, i need you.

i love waking up and within the first minute, my dad starts bitching at me. he's such an asshole. and he wonders why i'm not the most sane person. because he makes me want to slit my wrists. and i can't deal.
i need out.