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today was probably another one of those best days of my life. Kj came over today. at 12:30 he got here, like at my house. holy fuck. when he got here, i couldn't help but be ecsatic (lol) i mean estatic. It was amazing, Kj was like 2 feet away from me, I said this to. except when I said it, it was more like centimeters away from me. Kissing me, holding me. holy fuck. It was an amazing day. we first..hm got a tour of the house, we went outside, we walked like not even half of the half bike path and walked back. kissed ...alot. we sat out on the dock and just looked at the water, hugged well more like held one another. i hadn't seen him for 10 months, since last july. holy fuck. he was gorgeous. i absolutly LOVE his smile. i just melt when i see it. and when he came in the door smiling at first, i could have died. i fucking love this boy. as in love love love love love love love love love love love him. I love Kj Mehmet. Oboy. I kissed him so much. even between words when talking. I mean i even smell like him!!!!!!!i hope he doesn't mind but im posting hott pictures.