Everything is lost

[emotastic1]

Ive lost trust in the one person who has been truthfully helpful through all of this. Ashley, u shoulda told me megan was in the room, that stuff was all in confidence, and ive never broken yours. I cant believe this. I said some things that were absolutely subject to change, and now i dont know if they can ever be the way they were before just

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[tortured4fun]

*kicks you in the shin* I am the evil one........ i was the one who told her not to tell you i was there...... i was the one who was commin up with most of the shyt to be typed..... dont get mad at ash it was all me okay. she is worried that your not going to trust her anymore so now i have to worry about ash being mad at me....she says she isnt but i know she is. i am the one who shouldnt be trusted. there is no better time than now to say shit on your mind. nothing would of prepared me for what you had said. NOTHNG. and if what you said is subject to change then so be it they will change. but it was on your mind at the time. in a way its better how everything happend. its kindof like i fucked up but in a good way and for the better. im horrible in situations like this. a lot of stuff needs to be taken into consideration at the moment. all we do is argue....... maybe we should stop talking for a while.... until you have cleared your head. im okay with that. im perfectly fine with that. its selfish for me to still talk to you and