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emotional_fllay

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Aug 10, 2006 02:13

...I feel like wanting to kill myself today. Or hide in a corner and rot.

Orga, I want lots of your happy pills right now.

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aequitatis August 10 2006, 05:19:53 UTC

Are you alright?

emotional_fllay August 10 2006, 05:22:19 UTC

No, I was just 15 and died in a war. I'm not good at all.

aequitatis August 10 2006, 05:27:17 UTC

I'm very sorry to hear that.

Although, I don't think your 'happy pills' will help.

1/2 emotional_fllay August 10 2006, 05:31:39 UTC

I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! I JUST WANNA LEAVE AND BE WITH MY PARENTS IN DEAD! I WANT TO FORGET THEIR LOSS IF I CANNOT GO!

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medic_assistant August 10 2006, 05:31:45 UTC

Is there anything you'd like to speak about?

Surely killing yourself is not the only answer. Hiding in a corner is not a desirable option either, really.

emotional_fllay August 10 2006, 05:33:19 UTC

I'm already dead. Dying again isn't a big deal.

medic_assistant August 10 2006, 05:35:15 UTC

But dying again will only end you right back up here. You can't leave this city by killing yourself.

emotional_fllay August 10 2006, 11:19:00 UTC

I KNOW that.

But still. Still...

I... I can't control my emotions. I've tried and isn't working!!

unbewildered August 10 2006, 05:40:12 UTC

Whoa, slow down. Even if you're dead already. Being dead and dying is deliriously overrated, right?

emotional_fllay August 10 2006, 11:19:44 UTC

It's the City...

unbewildered August 10 2006, 15:43:24 UTC

Exactly. It's just the city. No point in getting depressed if it's just the city.

angel_aria August 10 2006, 05:45:03 UTC

Oh dear...killing yourself won't solve anything. There must be people who care about you and would be saddened greatly at your passing.

emotional_fllay August 10 2006, 11:20:43 UTC

I don't know what else I could do to... to stop hurting.

m1dnyte_r41d3r August 10 2006, 06:22:26 UTC

Dude, Fllay, chill! If you need them badly enough, come right over. Orga's got a whole stash of those, and we have leftover MJ too if the pills aren't enough.

And then we'll play DOOM 3 multiplayer and scare ourselves shitless!

[OOC: Crot's hidden urge is to play horror games compulsively even though they scare the daylights out of him *LOL* XD]

emotional_fllay August 10 2006, 11:22:43 UTC

Crot. I... it's the city, I'm sure. Fucking want this day to finish.

I'll go... After I remove myself of the dark corner.

m1dnyte_r41d3r August 11 2006, 09:37:17 UTC

...I think I need to go over and drag you outta there.

Me and DOOM 3 don't like to be kept waiting. Expect me there in a second!

emotional_fllay August 11 2006, 09:51:31 UTC

...

Thanks, Crot.