Comments | emotionalpoet17: using words to describe thots is like using a screwdriver to carve a turkey!!!

emotionalpoet17

using words to describe thots is like using a screwdriver to carve a turkey!!!

Aug 26, 2005 01:26

I wrote last night and it felt good to create. My thots nudged me in my sleep until I stumbled around for pen and paper. I just scribbled down thot after thot and maybe it was still-born but I loved it anyway. I don't think I'm getting better, I just think I'm getting use to this feeling of never making it "good enuff." I struggle for the perfect ( Read more... )

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secret admirer anonymous August 26 2005, 18:21:32 UTC

I'm not stalking you, I promise. I just like to read your thoughts and identify. I thinkthat you like knowing that you're not the only one feeling this way. you makeme feelreally special and i just think that you're a fabulous person. sorry if i pissoff your friends andstuff but i don't write here for anyone else but you. I do know thatif this is a crush, i don'tthink i'll be able to take the real thing whenit happens. You make everything that you write so beautiful that it's worth remembering. you just make it all better and i really like you but i'd never stalk you or hurt you. and i think i've written this before, but i don't mean to scare you oranything like that. i just really likeyou...i can't say that enough! so i'll write again some other time but until then i hope you know that you're the coolest person that hasever lived.

Re: secret admirer biker1200 August 26 2005, 21:21:25 UTC

if she's the coolest person that has ever lived then why don't you tell her who the fuck you are asshole???

fuck you!!!!
preston

biker1200 August 26 2005, 21:22:59 UTC

hey what up??? i glad that your day wasn't too bad don't stress about mom she's just dramatic i really hope she dies soon

love ya,
big

i like it anonymous August 28 2005, 07:03:52 UTC

u ever thought about being a writer. u would make a good one.

love ya

grampa

biker1200 August 28 2005, 18:23:01 UTC

shut up before i kill you with a chees grader, waffle iron, and/or clothes hamper

stuff biker1200 August 29 2005, 04:18:00 UTC

u want me to tell u a story of the oldin days and y dont u shut up

grampa

Secret Admirer anonymous August 29 2005, 17:22:00 UTC

i thought about you as i was drawing last night.(and i only had one cigarette) You inspire me in more ways than one and i feel like i owe you something. Like i'm in debt to you. I've noticed that when you're happy, I'm happier too. and when you're going through difficulties all I want to do is comfort you or write something thatwill make you smile. you have so much potential. i wish that i could express how special you are. you are the one person i never get sick of. when you don't update your journal for awhile, i just read your past entries and i always find something i didn't notice before. it makes it always interesting. You're always interesting. There's nothing i'd like better than to hold you forever;it's just an urge i have to hold you and kiss you and tell you how beautiful you are and how lucky i am to have you near me. You have the capacity to connect with others so well. you're one of the best things that has ever happened to me. i'll make time to write again later;

Re: Secret Admirer anonymous August 29 2005, 22:49:51 UTC

u sound gay and by the way shut the fux up.

grampa

SOWWIE!!! :) emotionalpoet17 August 30 2005, 15:15:44 UTC

Thank you for taking the time to comment on my journal. ALL comments are appriciated by me cuz I'm just sentimental and shit. I hope Corey's doin' alright. I also hope that you're having a good day, grandpa!
Kristen

how nice of you.... emotionalpoet17 August 30 2005, 15:23:32 UTC

Thank you for saying that I provoke inspiration...in fact, thank you for all the kind things that you've written to me. I really think that you have a lot of potential too. Obviously drawing is really important to you. A great passion is always a great escape as well. I beg to differ on your opinion of me always being interesting. I can be boring and dry and stale and blah...just as good as the next guy. But I guess that's my opinion of myself, so yours will be somewhat different. I get sick of me all the time. :) I was never worried that you were a stalker, some of the people close to me were, but I wasn't. A lot of the things you write are really beautiful too and I hope you know that you're really special as well. There's only one of you in the entire world and that makes you really valuable. Try not to forget that. :) Have an awesome day!
Kristen