i just don't know what to do with myself
So last night was…today was… and right now is… so there I was lying in my bed anticipating the moment until I fall asleep. So I lay there waiting… waiting… ugh… it never ended so basically for 5 hours I tried falling asleep. Sat on the computer trying to make myself tired. That didn’t work. I laid in complete silence and darkness for an hour, still didn’t sleep. I laid there and counted to myself. Nothing worked so to keep myself content I sat on my computer in my sweet little hallway/room deal. And if you’ve ever been in it you would understand it’s an interesting time. It’s like taking a walk down memory lane since 5th grade. There’s all these writings on the walls, so and so are best friends, I <3 ????, random notes back and forth. POY -Laura! “I wish I was a ninja turtle”-Bobbie… she’s a wild one that girl, and I miss her, BOOBS you need to come home! Anyways back to the wall, it’s just so crazy how much time has changed, how many friends have come and gone and came again, all the different boys me and my friends liked… or “loved” so it said. GOOD TIMES! And it’s just crazy cause now I’m in the same predicament I was in last night. I CAN’T SLEEP. So now I’m just looking at the walls going crazy cause I’m running off about 2 hours of sleep, and I’m so wide awake. Today at school was seriously the most hyper and wide-awake I’ve ever been. When I got home I was for sure that I would take a nap, oh no didn’t do that. And I had NO form of caffeine today either. I just don’t get it. I try to fall asleep but I’m left more awake then I was before I tried. What else is on my mind… oh yesterday my mom informed me that our car insurance went up $150 and I get the enjoyment of paying for that. But the thing is, I still don’t drive cause I have nothing to drive. Yeah I take the mom’s car maybe once a week, but that doesn’t mean I should have to pay insurance. Especially seeing as how I work maybe once a week if I’m lucky and in the past month I’ve only worked one day. Yeah it’s sweet. I need another job so I can get a car and pay insurance but I need a car so I get to and from that other job I’m in need of. So there again is a sweet predicament I find myself in. if anyone has any suggestions on how this could be somewhat fixed… hmm yeah if you let me know that’d be great thanks! Only two months til spring break, yeah that’s effing sweet and then two months left of school after that. Even sweeter! So I’m pretty sure I’m going to Henry Ford, at least to get my pre recs out of the way and then who knows from there. This is seriously one of the most pointless things I’ve ever wrote. But I won’t stop cause “can’t stop wont stop” oh jeeze. Today jess showed my pictures from HALLOWEEN and BRADLEY you were such a good FLAVA FLAV! The outfit the teeth the hat thing and the CLOCK… haha interesting times. Yep I’m still wide-awake. And no one else is up to keep me company. “I just can’t stop thinking about thinking, think about it!” there’s just so many random things going in and out of my head right now I don’t know what to do with myself. Well I think I’m gonna stop rambling on for now, cause I’m getting bored with it… take care you!