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[emotionranwild]

Friday night was okay i gusse but today is like the worst day of my life i feel like all my old friends are sick of me and i cryed and ate like tons of choclate which is eventuly going to end up in my thieghs and butt so im screwd which teally isnt that big of a deal cause its not like i can get any fatter then i already AM and i bet you aqre

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[walkbesideme]

I happen to think Friday night was really fun..

How can i be sick of you Amanda? You're my best friend. Or maybe you're not even talking about ME, I don't know, but I don't really feel in your life anymore, because of this whole different school thing.

Well guess what? I sat home on a Saturday night with an extremely large bowl of chocolate icecream. And cocoa puffs. Oh, and did I mention old, disguisting halloween candy that I shoved in my mouth?

YOU'RE NOT FAT. GOOD GOD. How many times do I have to go through this with you? GD. You are the farthest THING from fat there will EVER be. OKAY?!!?!? PLEASE just believe me on this one!

And, I read your Livejournal, Amanda, and I will alway's care about you, whether you believe me or not. And I don't really know what to say besides that.

I love you.

[emotionranwild]

I love you to katie your my bestfriend i just think this whole new school thing has been harder on me then i thought at first i really have like NO real friends or a group to hang out with i miss haveing you me chels rach you kjnow the group and idk ITs not that i didnt think friday was its just i felt alittle out of place because i didnt know any of the people really and keris freinds hated me and were glaring at me the whole time.I just feel out of the whole picture bc we have differnt things going on a stuff and saturday i came home from practice and cryed for like ever with my mom because i ...... idk how to expalne...... okay idk know what else to say hehhaha..

love you ... amanda

[walkbesideme]

OH lord Amanda, I love how you're like upset but cracking up. I tried to call you Sunday night and today, but you were still at your competition and then today you weren't home yet I guess. So im going to go call you now.