it's been in my head for a month now, these past few days have been killing me slowly. i can feel the pain coming closer, i feel the fear of others that surround me. it's time that will heal this, but how long? can you tell me how you feel, so i can know, tell me in a way i would understand. your face kills me every time i look over at you, your ( Read more... )

another great weekend ... coffee, coffee, coffee ( Read more... )

this weekend was great, these past few days has been a trip and very amazing. i can say i truly like you a lot. it's all a bit confusing right now but i know it'll be okay. it's all i can hope for. every time i close my eyes, you're there with me.

will you fuck me?

i'll go have a cig with my coffee bean, while you think about it.

to my brother Tommy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! i love you!

yesterday was a great day, talked to "blah" and ish, got some things figured out. last night went to coffee bean with Shawna and Jordan, mmm how i love it. anyways. talked about some stuff, brought Molly a cold coffee back, watched The O.C., then went outside with them and smoked, went back inside, watched Molly and Jonell do ish from the play they ( Read more... )

good morning, i'm going to go to sleep soon i promise. anyways i saw Elf on Wednesday and later that night Jordan and Shawna picked me up, we went back to his house, and i watched them clean up the Kix fight i guess that happened the night before, we watched American History X, wooo great movie. Thanksgiving was really fun this year, we got to ( Read more... )

lets name this figure i call my destiny blah, just blah. when i see blah walking i can't help but notice me staring deeply into something i wish could be, seeing blah day after day, no words exchanged, just glances. wow today was great, i am so happy, nothing really special happened at all, but i saw blah today and yes it's just wonderful looking ( Read more... )

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously.
Anything.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything.
Be sure to post anonymously and honestly.
Post twice if you'd like!!

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i got your card/letter today, i've already told you, it made me smile so much, gosh the cover is so me and you. i miss the guy i used to see in summer, oh i miss you. i've been thinking a lot and thoughts are just like wooo. anyways, today my teacher said i am always sad and unhappy, i said yes, she said i'm anti social in class now and always look ( Read more... )

everything went from nothing to everything so fast, you made me feel like i was special, i'm not good at taking things lightly, i take everything said to me by important people in my life into thought, i over analyze when i shouldn't, i don't forget things easily, i don't know what to say to you anymore, i'm not good with trusting people, i think ( Read more... )