Lift me up and make me whole
Instill in me a new hope
Breathe new life into my soul

i got arrested at 7:30 this morning for smoking weed, sitting there smoking, and all of the sudden this car that was "parked" up the street came behind us, i knew we were fucked. they put me in fucking handcuffs, which hurt so bad. 7 other people got arrested 15 minutes after us. it was horrible. the police took us to the Van Nuys police station ( Read more... )

i love weed.

i can't wait until Halloween, i hope this year will be great! i still want to go to Fright Fest.

our bed, our song.
Marvis, i get to see you this weekend, yeys!

x. name = kaley nelson ( Read more... )

thanks for the awesome flower <333 ( Read more... )

my brother, Tommy, i love you, don't ever forget that, i'll always be here for you, i'll listen, i'll talk.

i know you probably wont see this.

i fucking love Paul Van Dyk.
i want to travel.
Berlin to see the Love Parade, i'm so there when i graduate.

dreams are amazing, dreams are beautiful.

fuck this: the only thing i have is my music ( Read more... )

sooo tuesday, Sami came over, we smoked the little that we had. then decided to get drunk. had 12 shots each of vodka, not cool. Gus came over in the middle of that i think, if i remember correctly. then i went inside to find Sami, laying on my bathroom floor. wow it was bad, we passed out for like 2 hours, puked everywhere ( Read more... )

i just feel sick to my stomache thinking of everything and i'm not happy at all. i need to know that i'm worth something. i need to get away. i feel like destoying everything in sight. Marvis, you seem to be the only person/thing keeping me together at this moment in my life. everything is just so fucked up, i need to see you ( Read more... )

wow last night was fucking amazing. my brother Tommy, Aaron and Jessica came over to smoke, great stuff, like wow. then Gus came over, we all watched Fight Club, Sami came over in the beginning of that. Tommy went to go pick up Al. after a while everyone left except for Gus, gosh Fight Club is a great movie! i had fun last night, and i was gone all ( Read more... )