i hate being a girl. fuck what Sarah Jessica Parker thinks!!! She doesnt understand the drama of being in college and having to wake up every morning... hoping u dont vomit. I fuckin hate waiting.... is it April 4th yet!!!!

SIGH~!~

so sunday i came home and had a sezuire. i have a seziure disorder that i am medicated for but when u dont take the meds, then it doesnt really help too much. but yes, i was unconcious and in ICU for like 3-4 days. i also had a tube in my throat ... to give me vitamins and shit! oh man it sucked. i definately dont plan on doing that again... ( Read more... )

... my veins hurt.

and so does my head.

I hate everyone at this school ( Read more... )

i hate my body. it has truely just hit me. i was looking at photgraphs of myself from last year. and i had a beautiful stomach and lovely legs. and now what do i have to show for it? i a fuckin mess because i couldnt handle my problems. i hate them! i hate this! i feel like shit. im over tired, but i still cant sleep. i EXREMELY lonely, ( Read more... )

Is it fuckin saturday yet? im bored, at school, and i miss justin. No you dont seem to understand the SEVERITY of the missage ( Read more... )

does anyone have any extra tickets for the Asbury show!? im in need of one and am willing to pay. please get in touch with me, by leaving a comment.

thank you!

( Dont fuckin be Jealous that im so fuckin off the hook ♥ )

there are things you never notice ( Read more... )

im fucked ( Read more... )