Conterary to the compliments recieved yesterday on the photos I took, I felt that the last set was CRAP. Mostly because of my shoulders. I look like a football player in those shots, and I KNOW my body doesn't look that way. I determined that by taking full body shots, or at least ones below the waste, this problem could be remedied as they ( Read more... )

OK I'll waste no time. Here we go -- behold, pic whoring.


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Spent most of the day sleeping it off. Hard to imagine that I had it in me considering that the amphetimines are what caused it. I feel considerably better now. Not grand, but better. I think I need to eat something to get back on top of everything, but food seems sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo unappealing right now ( Read more... )

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Last night I had a violent dream. I was a dark haired woman in perhaps the 1920's kidnapped by a few gangsters and bought back to my home where they wanted me to open the door. It was a place akin to an apartment building. At first my emotions were that I hoped they wouldn't hurt whatever was inside -- It is unclear if it was a person or an ( Read more... )

Got Faith?

A while ago I posted a message about "shaping," a meditation technique I'd developed to help alter my physical appearance, throughout several communities. At the time I posted it, I was not willing to make any claims of it's effectiveness because at the time it was still largely theoretical. I just had extreme confidence that it ( Read more... )

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The whole fucking world can burn in hell for all I care. I don't need people. All I've got is my self.

LOL!!!

http://www.gargoyles-fans.org/fanwork/game.htm

Who are they kidding? The poor players will be smashed before the opening theme is over. lol This list is very funny for me.