not holding back...

[empathygurl]

im having a lot of trouble lately. with life. there arent any quick fixes and even the long ones, i dont seem to really understand how to start. call it manic depression, call it life, whatever it is it's killing me. i can't be alone anymore. on one side, im not AT ALL alone...but there's the deeper...& i am...swimming in the deep end by myself,

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[actressitaliana]

Ariel, I am TOTALLY on the same page as you. Life would be a whoolle lot easier if we were all attractive gay men. I feel your pain. Cheer up love, you are wonderful, you'll find somebody just right for you. See you Wednesday...I think...or whenever I come see the the show. Love ya lots.
Rosa

[gucciballerina]

i'm sorry that you feel like that hun. I know that its not much but i'm always going to love you no matter what. I know we dont talk much anymore and have kind of grown apart but you have impacted my life in such a positive way and i honesty can say that i wouldnt be the same person if it wasnt for the wonderful influence you had in my life. Everyday i'm so thankful for you and even if we go months, even years without talking just know that i'm always going to be here with open ears to listen and an open heart to lend to you. Thanks so much for everything, I love you! <3 Kell

[libbotomy]

going through the same shit more than you would know...but what kinda of help is that. none. im sorry, im sure things will be looking up. its what im hoping for.

[ofelia1979]

ariel, if there's anything i've learned it's that finding someone won't make you feel any less alone. You have to get there on your own, and it's not something you DO. It's a daily battle, and sometimes we lose it. Believe me, it is just as easy to feel completely alone in a relationship. AND people like kyle and ME are always just a phone call away lady, so don't wallow in your lonliness!!

ps. did you ever see the phras of music i left on your wall (in connecticut)?

[anonymous]

amy is right, it is just as easy to be with someone and still be lonely. when you don't look for it, it just happens. wish you were here..