well fuck, I'm depressed again ( Read more... )

well, i was asked to leave the band

man, its like getting dumped
except worse
cause that was my entire social life right there

basically i hate evrything just that little much more

I think I'm gonna get drunk by myself tonight

oh ho! boy do i love stress! nothing better than waking up with a nice big steaming cup of FUCK YOU thrown in your face! oh yeah do I love that, fucking sick of living at home, sick of dealing with sisters and family, sick of all this international travelling, sick of all these fucking weight problems I have now, sick of all this fucking arch work ( Read more... )

I relised I have very low self esteem
but a incredibly large ego

this is what I said today...after something I said, which was rather amusing:
"not to sound like an egotistical jerk....but I am perhaps the greatest man who ever lived"

which you all know is the truth
and jsut to make sure
I am the greatest woman as well

god I feel lonely...
I hope this isn't me slipping back into depression

have you ever been so angry YOU JUST WANT TO TAKE THIS KNIFE HERE AND STAB IT THROUGH SOMETHING LIVING AND LET TEH LIFE FORCE DRAIN FROM IT WILL IT DIES IN YOUR HANDS AS YOU BURN IT ALIVE ( Read more... )

so lucky you guys, i might be coming over as early as mid-october lol
as I finish school in like 6 weeks

so, my grandad is dead, on my mom's side ( Read more... )

somebody writes a poem about you ( Read more... )

this is from a polandd star wars convention ( Read more... )