so now that my computer is finally working again (which means I don't have to buy a new one right away)that I haven't been on this site since February. odd. or not ( Read more... )

things i'm certain of:

1. there is no one around here for me
2. i don't really know what i'm looking for
3. i'm more uncertain of people than ever before
4. 466 days til i'm gone from here
5. there will be few people that will be missed
6. but i'm content with life
7. but i can't wait to get out of here

I'd give anything to have this feeling back again...


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The last face I ever saw, was of unfamiliarity and confusion. Gripping the armrests, grasping for breath and then finally at my very own hand. I was taken aback at first, not certain what to do. All I knew was comfort and closure in her grasp. Though I did not know her, I did not care. It felt good to be needed, good to be loved, even if this ( Read more... )

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Please just stop lying to me! I can't take them anymore...

i don't ever update this thing anymore ( Read more... )

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