Sept 18th just doesn't seem to be my day

[empire_of_shit]

You're the one who introduced me to disappointment, but that's probably because you're a truly awesome person to begin with. One of these days I might as well wake up thinking, "I kinda miss that bastard." がんばって <3I was all right when I saw you at the airport, I was okay with hugging you, I was fine with you leaving us behind. But when I saw your

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[amnosxmatsujun]

D: I don't know the whole story and won't claim to understand fully, but I'm sorry to hear about your day. Memories have a tendency to cloud sound judgments. =/ As for the boy... LESIGH. I swear they make our lives more difficult, lol.

*squish*

P.S. I'm doing the meme now! (Finally...)

[empire_of_shit]

*squishback* oh well, maybe... it'll pass... someday it has to, 'cause I'm an unable-to-love-retard D: especially when it comes to my friends/this guy

YAYZ *off to read*

[amnosxmatsujun]

Behold my reply!fail. D: This is late, apologies.

Awww :( Maybe it's a defense mechanism. He's a great friend, right? Why would you want to put that relationship at risk? Though, I'm not sure about the "unable-to-love" part... look at your obsession with Ohmiya. XD

[empire_of_shit]

everybody says so, but I just get the feeling I'm unable to care about people from the bottom of my heart, not to mention actually loving a person orz

so as far as my feelings can get, yes, he's a good friend. our relationship is still the same, except for the fact that I don't know what to do or how to act around him anymore. especially when he pokes me or touches me in any other way ._.