After 18 hours of being up is when the going gets tough. After that it's uphill all the way.

As Caitlin said, Why must the place I love be such a crucible? And not only that--why is it filled with people who push themselves to the brink of burning (and who often get singed, or burned, or even completely incinerated) all the time? How does this happen how does this work? This is a school of such extremes, and that's why I'm here, but it' ( Read more... )

It is so frustrating being here and still working when alll my friends from home are already home and being vacationey. Blehhhhhhhh.

EDIT: I lied. I forgot. Done is NEVER.

In the morning, I always wake up unhappy, and then I have unhappy thoughts. It's hard to start the day like that, even though it usually goes away by the time I have breakfast.

( stress warning )

It's funny how things never leave you. And how sometimes, your feelings about them just don't change. And sometimes, a TV show or a song or someone's offhand comment will remind you of it at a vulnerable moment or in a particularly guard-smashing way. I get the feeling that sentence doesn't make so much sense to someone who didn't write it, but ( Read more... )

It's nice to see my parents. I really do heart them likewhoa. I'm sure I'll say something different after I go back to my room and see what my mom has done while I wasn't there, I already feel the anxiety and anger starting in my chest, but during the day it was nice to spend time with them. We went to Anthropologie and I got two really really ( Read more... )

This song is really quite pretty--I like the lyrics a lot.

look down and see her ruined places ( Read more... )

You should probably answer it before you read my answers, but you don't have to ( Read more... )

Seeing so many women with beautiful long hair is rather disconcerting.  I don't miss having long hair, and I like the way I look now so much better, but sometimes I get a bit nostalgic and want something to tend to and brush and play with.  I think maybe I need a dog ( Read more... )