erg feeling so down and depressed. So confused and don't know what to believe. sitting here alone while rob's at work and sitting here with a sprang ankle because of the ass i made out of myself last saturday. The party was amazing until i blacked out then that lead to bad things. I don't know why im having all these doubts and feelings. I hate not ( Read more... )

So let's see what have I been up to... hmm I got a new prescription for my contact lenses which was well overdue. I got nauseous and dizzy for a bit with them in. But yeah so i can see that is good. In badder/better news my beretta went to the dealership and 300 dollars later still has the same problem. So anyway i ended up selling it to Rob and ( Read more... )

last cigarette: neva ( Read more... )

Done with finals, done with school for the summer, and I got a B in anatomy going on my externship June 1st. Rob and I are doing good been together for almost a year now. I got to see Eric yesterday that kid always makes me smile :). I get to move out of my dorm today although there isn't too much stuff left there. SCHOOLS OUT FOR SUMMER! IM ( Read more... )

Lets see schools almost over I have finals next week. So stressed I am dont know if im passing AandP im either getting a 73 or 72 if i get a 72 i fail and have to switch my major or schools. My job is a bunch of shit because now if we get a drive off we have to call the big boss. How is it my fucking fault if someone pumps gas then drives away. I ( Read more... )

Yeah im here i really havent talked to any of my westfield friends. I have had way too much going on right her in leicester. I've been through a lot of difficult things and stressful events. I think i would of harmed someone or something if the weather wouldn't change soon. I think thats the reason why I'm partially sane is because of the weather. ( Read more... )

I wish i could let go and tell someone all my feelings but its not easy im ashamed, confused, and scared I dont know whats going to happen to me. but im glad rob is there for me. I wish i could talk to my mother but she has enough going on in her life and i dont want to stress her even more.

Very depressed and lonely sometimes i need someone to talk to other than rob.

Today is the only day of the year i can celebrate being short, pale, redheaded, and freckled!!!!!!! Yeah!!!!! Happy St. Patty Day!

Yup defiantly time to update. Well its the week before spring break so im ripping my face of because of my 4 science midterms(chem, Anatomy, Clin. 2, and pharmacology)! My brain is overwhelmed i cant wait until spring break. Im so stressed about everything sometimes i cry from the overload and Rob's stressed with bills so thats not cool ( Read more... )