So much has happened- yet compared to the coming weeks nothing has happened at all...

My soul is restless. I lie awake throughout the nights- sometimes till 3 and 4 a.m- Just in thought. Oh how the simplicity of thought can drive a man to madness. My heart beats fast as the hours of the days speed up- I never realized how quickly minutes walks by ( Read more... )

Yesterday my life had no meaning. pointless beyond description. I basically spent the day with my thoughts alone. Sometimes I hope for someone just to reach out- not so much cause i want "help"- but more then that a distraction from the emotions i dwell on. I wish for someone to "just know" something is up and yet- still, i find myself alone ( Read more... )

Last Night I went to an awesome party. It was fun- we danced and acted like fools- which is always good ( Read more... )

A - Age you lost your virginity? Shhh. That's private ( Read more... )

So much has happened in the past few hours. This World is crazy- Within' one moment, life can change and memories will stay. I learned this at a young age, it made my soul old and tired. :sigh ( Read more... )

I AM A CHRISTIAN
By Maya Angelou

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin."
I'm whispering "I was lost,"
Now I'm found and forgiven.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need CHRIST to be my guide.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I ( Read more... )

So here I am- an official graduate of Miami Southridge Senior High. And it feels awesome! yet at the same time- an empty type feeling consumes me. I just miss my friends- already! lol- it's crazy how much a part of my life they've become. But I shall miss them. And I can only hope to be with them again ( Read more... )

You know, its hours before I walk that final walk of Highschool. It's simply Unreal. My mind shakes at all that is thought of. I can't believe I'm alive for this chapter of my life. I don't feel I'm suppose to be here, but I am. And I'm thankful. My life is now beginning, not another in my sad history, but another book entirely. I just- want ( Read more... )

THE PAST ( Read more... )

Lately its as though random thoughts embrace my mind- And so I shall write ( Read more... )