I HATE MYSELF! I SWEAR I DO- HOW SWEET THE LIPS OF DEATH WOULD TASTE RIGHT NOW...

I'M FADING...

TODAY WAS CRAP! MAYBE TOMORROW WILL BE AWESOME!

:FINGERS CROSSED:

Things lately have just been "blah" overall. School today was horrible. Found myself broken in a dark room with no one. Seriously though- all poetic words aside. I was on the floor in the dark broken and empty- but then ofcourse i had to put the pieces together and pick myself up. It hurt- alot. I just don't handle things well- I feel like I'm so ( Read more... )

So here i am- in church, in hopes to get words of wisdom and a sense of understanding. Just as Mass begins I look around to see if there are faces I know. And just as I begin to zone out- This man in front of me get's up as we sing praise and begins to pick his ass crack. Now, I'm all for personal attention :wink: But certain things are to be done ( Read more... )

-- BODY ILLS AND SKILLS ( Read more... )

well- im home- worked this morning...Which kinda sucked but hey!- I really hope to go to Church tomorrow. We shall see. Not much has happened worth writing about- my life is pretty pointless. Just here, and writing Just Cause- -I thought of these quotes a few days ago in Economics- (I hate that class!)

- "I do it, On Stage!"

- "Stage Love, no lies ( Read more... )

Well- performed last night. It was cool- I just love being on stage. It's home- It was an awesome turn out. And my girl came and showed support. :Smile: - she's awesome. Aside from that- School is still going slow! I hate it more and more with each passing day- But, looking at the calender knowing that it's almost done...Is a feeling only graduates ( Read more... )

- I'm going to grad night.

-I have to perform tomorrow- excited but, not really.

-School is so damn slow

-Can't believe I'm leaving soon

-Plastics is a pointless class

-I just ate Oatmeal Cookies

-My House is empty

-I would love to meet someone new, it's fun.

-I want to get a new book to read

-I wonder if a shattered heart feels love deeper then a ( Read more... )

Feel like i haven't posted in a while- Well since Last- Not much has changed but things have happened I suppose- Like right now- I'm hear listening to the beautiful sounds of my mom fighting with her boyfriend- Which has been goin' on for the last hour and a half- The joys of living in this house- He's just an asshole- Though I suppose thats a ( Read more... )

Firsts ( Read more... )

My mind is endless tonight-
Yet I cant word it-
But much has to change...
Within' myself-
And so I shall take a leap of faith-
Once I figure how to get my feet off the ground-
Jump with me?

I'm not saying it'll be easy-
But I promise it to be worth it.

Goodnight.

And so Tomorrow-
I shall write...