I took my bike for a ride during twighlight. I listened to Rabbit Fur Coat to figure out exactly how i lost who i was, in my songs, and im my general living. It helped me clear my head. I rode around to everywhere any living human on campus, that i know, could be. It was empty. It was so strange. It reminded me of the happening.
what makes it so bad is that i pass your apartment every single day on my bike, on my way to and from work. and it reminds me of how you arnt here, and how you wont be coming back. Today right where you lived felt colder than december, and i really hope it was you.