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Strange

Jan 11, 2004 01:27

Today was a massive mix of being kick ass and me being really fuckin pissed! I saw Ray... That made me so very happy, but he told me that it felt like i didn't care anymore, and I care so much that it hurts to here him say that. But i got to spend like 45min with him so that makes the bad stuff seem a bit less bad. I LOVE YOU BABY ( Read more... )

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I can't do this for much longer... iladiicabrerai January 16 2004, 04:15:34 UTC

I know that my Mum is reading my stuff, but I could not be bothered walking around pretending that things are different. It is way too much of a brain drain. I feel like a troll though, I don't do this...but now I am and it's not scaring me. I think my Mum is pretty scared about it though. It is not fair to do that to her and I am not enjoying it one little bit. I just can't be a faker and the more I can't the worse it gets. I am hating this bit...lots of little things you know! I am truly happy but so truly unhappy at the same time. Does that make sense?