I need it.

[empty_words666]

I think I completely lost my mind.
I love you Meena. Do you REALLY love ME? can you go so long, and still feel it.
I think it all happened in a few minutes.
it hasn't stopped. it just doesn't feel like I know who I am.
Who am I?

can you tell me?

I haven't left my house. I can't. I tried. I hate them. EVERYONE.

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[meena_ballerina]

what are you doing?
why is this happening?
what did I do wrong?
are you ever going to come back?
what is happening?
does this not bother you?
does this not torment you like it does to me?
how can you live a life without me?
is this what you want?
I don't want to live much longer.
I don't want to live without you.
I don't know what I did.
what did I do?
why is this happening?
will this stop?
what can I do?
will you ever come back?
don't you miss me?
doesn't this bother you?
doesn't this hurt?
how come this is going on?
how is this okay?
what are you trying to do?
do you still want this?
why?
I can't stop crying.
I want to have a normal relationship with you.
does this mean it won't happen anymore?
do you not want me anymore?
how is this okay?
how?
why?
please, stop this.
I want to love you so much.
I want to so badly.
I'm drooling and crying hysterically.
what did I do?
what did I do?
what did I do?
why?
will you come back?
please.
I love you so much, david.
oh, god.
please.

[meena_ballerina]

and what does this post mean?
of course I really love you.
if we love each other, we can deal with anything.
but what happened in a few minutes?
and how don't you know who you are?
what is all of this?
you're my David Joseph Roberts.
the man of my dreams.
my fucking husband.
and what do you mean by, "I need it."?
how is this at all fair to you?
what is this?
how can you do this to me?
never, have I ever done anything remotely like this to you.
I'm, I guess, the cheesey one that always wants you to know everything thats going on.
and wants to know everything.
is stuff like that really not what you want?
do you not want this, david?
will you ever answer these questions for me?
or do you just not care enough anymore?
it really does feel like you lost interest.
oh, god.

[meena_ballerina]

and you ought to check out my MySpace.

and how do you think this is all making me feel?
seriously.
I can't go one hour without breaking down and crying hysterically out of nowhere because of this.
its getting in the way of my life so badly.

BECAUSE
THIS
IS
MY
LIFE.
AND
IT'S
FALLING
APART
RIGHT
IN
FRONT
OF
ME
AND
THERE
ISN'T
SHIT
I
CAN
DO
ABOUT
IT
BUT
GO
MAD
OR
GET
DISTURBINGLY
UPSET.