well. the past few days have been wonderful. thursday night i worked 5-12. before work i quickly stopped by wal-mart to give jeff a lil kiss then went on to work. work was mostly just stupid. i told Lane that Albert was a loser and Albert over heard me and gave me the worst look. he's such a butthead. anyways, i was having the worst time in D/T cuz ( Read more... )

so. life has been so fun these past few days. monday my mom and i painted the spare room green! that was fun. then jeff came over and helped us move some furniture around. me and jeff went to abby to pick up my boots later on that night and had a good time. he was soo cute that night :D all cuddly and kissy. hehehehe. tuesday we got to work ( Read more... )

hello all. its been a while yet again since i have taken the time to update my life. i always seem to think that i don't do anything exciting enough to write about, and yet i am always having fun! this weekend i went to kamloops. it was very difficult. my uncle passed away earlier this week and his funeral was on saturday. it was hard to be there. ( Read more... )

so its been a super long time since i've written in here. everytime i go to update, i can't seem to find the right thing to say. so here we go. its been a good few weeks. i went shopping 3 days in a row, which was weird but kinda fun. i went to bellingham to see lenora on monday afternoon. i miss her. we had some good clean fun with her friend Ross ( Read more... )

Well. I am in Saltspring. It has been interesting. I knew it was going to be a little bit different. I mean the last time i was here, i was looking for a job and quite possibly moving out here. And now, its been like 3 months since i was here last, and everything feels awkward... I miss jeff, which is obvious, but my family out here has always ( Read more... )

Well. As I'm sure some of you already know, Jeff and I are no longer going to Mexico. It was my decision not to go. It just seemed like such a big deal and such a huge trip, and I am just not ready for that huge step. I've never been one to like commitment. So I'm kinda freaked out right now. I mean, nothing is going to take me away from Jeff, but ( Read more... )

I don't want to go to Mexico. And after everything thats happened today, i just want to be alone.

Well yet another day at home all alone. i couldn't imagine doing this all the time. I am still sick, which sucks. I actually had to call in sick for work last night, which i never do. but hey, whatever. me and lenora patched things up. that made me super happy :D but she is leaving today, so thats not cool, becuz i was hoping we could spend some ( Read more... )

i think there is something wrong with me. like seriously. for the past 3 days i have wanted to do absolutely nothing but cuddle and be with Jeff. now usually yes, i wanna hang out with him and whatever, but lately i have felt threatened. by whom i am unsure. its not like i feel that he has lost interest or that he's getting sick of me, its just ( Read more... )

Well, here we are, Halloween Day! And guess what I am doing tonight?! I DON'T KNOW!!! yah, k, soo lame. It is Lindsay's birthday today and she wants us to all hang out. But so far the plan is dinner and then drinking all night, and a hotel room...uhhh...yah. I mean it's not like I need to be doing something all woo hoo, but I don't want to be bored ( Read more... )