i am glad i came back...i am glad i have you ...i am glad i see him more often and even more very soon....i am glad i am doing it...i am glad i have the greastest friends....

life....haha well kylee is here but leaves today...we had fun i think...not sure crazy shit happened tho....i havent been well either since she has been here me and my damn eye!!!!!i have missed 3 days of school ...not good at all....but i will be up and back tomorrow....jesse leaves tonite for atl...and taryon leaves to dothan....weekend going to ( Read more... )

this is the story of my life.....the end

( Read more... )

tests tests tests so many all at once for me....i have to get my car fixed soon...but in all reality its prolly a good thing its broke this hot min....or i prolly would have done the normal maxine thing to do...but instead i am forced to deal with all the issuses of life face to face....but hey how old am i.....i am so happy zach really might come ( Read more... )

i laugh at the world before me...
quicksand ..sinking quickly
screaming from the middle of nowhere...
blood drenched tears...
fuck you she said to me....
you are nothing...
oh i hate...
you just read only lines of happiness
look in the mirror...
even the blind eyes see

hahaha is that deep enough

so a real update.....i love school had my first real graded cut....15mins later bang...i am so proud of myself....i have no car rite now and have no time between full time work and school....blah ...i like my job alot its just very wearing.....last nite was awsome....i talked to lauren...it was amazing...she the bestest friend anyone could ask for ( Read more... )

so a real update.....i love school had my first real graded cut....15mins later bang...i am so proud of myself....i have no car rite now and have no time between full time work and school....blah ...i like my job alot its just very wearing.....last nite was awsome....i talked to lauren...it was amazing...she the bestest friend anyone could ask for ( Read more... )

i love how people read different meaning into things.....i swear i feel ilke i could puke on you....friends? shit i dont think you know the meaning of that....i always had the ablity to forgive and to forget...not anymore....you added to the mess and i am not going to forget that....

this was not a plan ....it wasnt a thought ...it just happened....what have i done to myself ....did i do this to myself.....i hate my knees ...i hate they shake....i hate that i am cheezy...i hate that i cant hate....i hate that i dont pull and pry....i hate that i believe in people so much ....i wish i could be mean....i wish i could get in my ( Read more... )

so yeah its been a while ......my life is still that crazy roller coaster.....i am still missing alot of things from atl ...but i know i am doing what i should be....i started school....i cant tell you how much i love it and i think i found my nack!!!! i love my job.....yet working full time and going to school 33 hours a week is hard as hell..... ( Read more... )