i'm really pissed off right now. first, i'm so sick of being the fucking 3rd or 5th wheel. and it's all my fault i always am. because i'm so undesirable to guys. that's the only thing i don't like about our little group, everyone is going out with someone. besides me. and i'm sick of it. i hate this feeling. to be so unwanted by all guys. and i ( Read more... )

i'm definitely not looking forward to tomorrow. i can't wait until finals week though because we're planning on doing something every day after school. we get out at.. i'm not sure what time. but early i know. but i know i'm going to suck at finals ( Read more... )

I'm turning emo you guys! I'm sporting the track jacket, emo glasses, emo hair cut, and I'm starting to gauge my ears. help!

Also, I've come to the conclusion that I attract the creepy and weirdest guys. I want a hot, skater guy. That's all I ask.

I spent the last 3 days at Kelly's. It was interesting. I'd have to say it was the funniest and suckiest three days at the same time. I'm so sick of Roncalli people though. I'm about to go to Southport or Beech Grove next year. bleh ( Read more... )

i love how this hot guy randomly sends me pictures of himself. it's nice.

FIRSTS ( Read more... )

i truly love everyone at the skatepark. no one ever fights, there's never any problems (pretty much). everyone gets along. usually everyone is in a good mood and there aren't any downers. it's great. i don't think i've ever had any friendships where there wasn't a fight at least once a month. i really feel like i've found somewhere i belong for ( Read more... )

dear mom,

i'm so sick you trying to change who i am. this is me. this is who i am. don't try to change how i dress, how i act, how i think. i'm not your perfect daughter, i don't want to be. i'm never going to be who you want me to be, so why do you even try? i'm not girly, i listen to angry music, i don't let the catholic church try to tell me ( Read more... )

so yeah.. i got these shirts today. i know you're jealous. they were 10 DOLLARS! How cool is that.

( shirts.. )

So there's this one girl from my grade school. I just realised she is completely full of herself. I'm suprised I never noticed it before. I never was that good of friends with her, but I always thought she was cool. But now.. I'm not so sure. She just wants to try to fit in and stand out at the same time. I think it's funny how before last year, ( Read more... )