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im way too fuckin tired to even update.

info later.

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gram next time.

thats so ill.

good people are lovely.

so. today is camo day.

and dirty clothes day..

"im just looking through your daughters dirty clothes :D"

hahahaha..

o man.

more later...

my arms are numb..hah i dont know why...kinda like jello. mmm. i want some jello.

NO KOOL-AID!

O YEAH!

sometimes you just need to be there. no matter how. no matter what time. no matter if the OC is on. u just need to.

i wanna cry right now. i just think it will make me feel better. if i just let it all out. everything ive been holding in. everything ive been ignoring, pretending isnt there, faking it doesnt exist. i wake up and just, dont give a shit ( Read more... )

Just when the wounds start healing you're there to break me open.
Watch the blood spill.
I'm getting used to this.
I'll clean it in the morning.

so today i officially fought back tears for the first time in a long time. i cant even remember why i was so upset. well. i dont know. i woke up so down this morning, fucking just plain old depressed. mcvays worried, i dont want him to be, i know im fine, i look up to him so much..i dont want him to be worried ( Read more... )

so im like way obessed. thanx jena for this cd. u rock. the lyrics take me somewhere else. i love that.

so i woke up in a bad mood. i hate that. but it was niice having jena to come to my house and walk to school and talk with me....yea. iono....today is blehh.

"To take this handgun to my eyes
And watch my cells start to rise
The flesh now starts to break as the
Bullet enters like a snake
Through one side of my head
And out the other one"