Apathy and Long Days

[empyrealfantasy]

Right.  I've already wanked about this on FFnet, so I don't feel so much of a need to now.  But I do want to have this out there, in case anyone runs into this side of me and thinks they did something.

I don't care much anymore.  I don't care about the ignorant idiots who bump into me on the buses, I don't care about the loud-mouthed people in my

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[raineishida]

I love you so much Kchan. Please don't hesitate to let me know how I can help. <3

You're my joy, my Other. I need you, I love you.

<3

[empyrealfantasy]

I love you too, Sher. *snuggle* I've just been off. School, work, and hardly being home has stretched me thin. People did nothing but get on my strained nerves. I think this might be a defense mechanism against exploding. :P

You're amazing, and I love you Shradildah. I could never ask for a better other half. :)

How are things going for you? Work okay? Shane? Non-Shane related boys? XD

Ah, i talked to Beau the other night. :P Interesting, that boy. *headdesk*

[raineishida]

i'll have news for you later when i actually talk to shane. ...because things aren't going well.

i'll tell you when i actually have something to tell and i'd rather not broadcast it over the internet unless anything actually happens.

i know you understand.

apathy is a crappy defense mechanism, but i TOTALLY get what you mean by it. it's great, but stupid. i hate it, but you don't even care enough to hate it. it's like..buh, whatever.

work sucks but jess keeps it from making me suicidal. shane...is another story. the other boys are...awesome. as usual. they haven't changed. so why has everything else?

whatever.

how's beau??

i'd come on msn and message you but i really need to be in bed. i get up in seven hours to...well, to just get up. i do work, but dad's gotta drive me to work because mike's taking my car for some stupid reason and all this other crap and blah blah blah....

yeah.

I love you. eternally. i have no other reason to live if you aren't here with me. <3

xoxox

[empyrealfantasy]

Ngh, more badness? ;___; Ah, life. What a pain in the ass. I will wait to hear more from you, and you know I am here if you need me. More things like the last time, things haven't changed, or new things to 'spice up' the existing problems

[meikitsune]

*hugs*

Everything I can think of to say falls short. So instead.

Reality can go shover it and Rayvn is th only thing worth it. So just keep it in mind like you have been.