Peter's the best thing that's happened to you since Rayvn, and since me.
....bwahahaha. ;)
But really. Don't be afraid, as scary as it is. If it's meant to be (there I go again...), it'll happen. If it's meant to be, you'll be able to make it work. School will fly by and you'll think about him all the time. Like I said before, perhaps he'll be utterly miserable in Chicago without you.
And as for the baggage thing...some men are able to see past that. Perhaps it's because he's so damn awesome that he can. ;)
I love you, babe. We're down to 100 days until Matty comes so it's just a little bit more until I see you. Maybe sooner. I don't know if I can wait until August.
You're going to make me cry. Why am I such a frikkin baby?! Arg!
You've always been the wisest between us, Shradildah. But you also know the levels of self esteem I have and the way I've been treated in the past. It is... so hard to move past my own failing sense of importance and believe for even a moment that I could be this lucky. Forget the optimism you're so good at, my darling, I am hardly staying on this side of utter and total pessimism.
And you're just glad that I have anything at this point, aren't you? XD I love you
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Oh, and you know you're welcome ANY TIME down here. The kids would love seeing you, my mom misses you, and Rayvn would have a happy fit to know her Auntie Sher was coming to visit. ;) But don't strain yourself, and think of the money it will take in gas to drive down. :P Maybe 100 days will fly by? :)
I'm at work right now and meant to be doing virus software updates. AUGH. I'll get back to that. Nyahnyahnyah. I love you. Love love love love love. Forever and ever, my eternal other half. :)
Oh. And that bit about the Power of One made me so mushy inside. I wished I could have been there.
And thanks for the shoutout regarding the Christian faith. ...thank you so much. It blessed me deep inside my heart. I think I'll bring my book that Shane got me once... "Loving Homosexuals as Jesus Would". It's incredibly powerful and I whip it out whenever anyone has a debate to get into. Bwahaha. XD
I love you babe. I've been wearing the rainbow bracelet you gave me lately. :)
That book sounds phenomenal. I will have to inform everyone in the GSA about that, too. I honestly think of your family whenever people mention anything about Christianity being horrible to homosexuals, and quickly correct them on how it isn’t the religion, but a percentage of the practitioners. That there really are people who love others as they are meant to, who care without boundary
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Peter's the best thing that's happened to you since Rayvn, and since me.
....bwahahaha. ;)
But really. Don't be afraid, as scary as it is. If it's meant to be (there I go again...), it'll happen. If it's meant to be, you'll be able to make it work. School will fly by and you'll think about him all the time. Like I said before, perhaps he'll be utterly miserable in Chicago without you.
And as for the baggage thing...some men are able to see past that. Perhaps it's because he's so damn awesome that he can. ;)
I love you, babe. We're down to 100 days until Matty comes so it's just a little bit more until I see you. Maybe sooner. I don't know if I can wait until August.
I'll call you sometime very soon, love.
xoxooxx
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You've always been the wisest between us, Shradildah. But you also know the levels of self esteem I have and the way I've been treated in the past. It is... so hard to move past my own failing sense of importance and believe for even a moment that I could be this lucky. Forget the optimism you're so good at, my darling, I am hardly staying on this side of utter and total pessimism.
And you're just glad that I have anything at this point, aren't you? XD I love you ( ... )
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I'm at work right now and meant to be doing virus software updates. AUGH. I'll get back to that. Nyahnyahnyah. I love you. Love love love love love. Forever and ever, my eternal other half. :)
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And thanks for the shoutout regarding the Christian faith. ...thank you so much. It blessed me deep inside my heart. I think I'll bring my book that Shane got me once... "Loving Homosexuals as Jesus Would". It's incredibly powerful and I whip it out whenever anyone has a debate to get into. Bwahaha. XD
I love you babe. I've been wearing the rainbow bracelet you gave me lately. :)
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...but we won't get into that. ;)
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