Comments | empyrealfantasy: Ugliness of body and soul

empyrealfantasy

Ugliness of body and soul

Aug 05, 2009 23:54

IMPORTANT NOTICE FOR THIS ENTRY:

I don't want pity. Keep your placation to yourself, please; I don't need it and it will just make me feel worse. I just need to rant and vent a bit. If you feel you cannot abide by this, please don't read. This will be self-depreciating, pessimistic, and wallowing. However, I don't want you to jump in and tell ( Read more... )

real life, bitching

Comments 7

gen50 August 6 2009, 08:32:24 UTC

venting is good... so vent away. keeps hypertension away.
and you are not alone in your problem, but you know that, and yes, it doesnt help.

randy_o August 7 2009, 03:01:40 UTC

Katie, you're having a human moment. Yes, it's nice to be wanted -- even for the wrong reasons. We all of us want that.

Trust me, you're more attractive heavy than many women are thin. And you're smart and charming and damned seductive when you set your mind to it.

That 'hawtness' we have as teens fades fast. What you've got is forever.

lifeisa_story August 7 2009, 05:21:00 UTC

You're going through something that I know very well. There's no way to help it other than to remember that no one's opinion matters but yours. I know it's so hard not to feel wanted, and to see other girls who are much bigger than ourselves be so much happier than we are. Hell, I'm 18 and I've never been kissed nor had a guy even pretend to like me (online relationships do not count because they never seemed to last very long after the webcams got turned on), while all of my friends are pregnant, in happy relationships, engaged, or playing the feild very happily. It's hell, so while i'm definitely not pitying you, I am empathizing with you. Just know that you're not alone in this, even though i know it doesn't help at all. This world is fucking harsh. The best people usually end up alone, even though they're the ones that deserve to be alone the least. All you can really do is vent and move on.

rocketmba August 7 2009, 11:47:41 UTC

Let's lighten the mood. Play us off, keyboard cat:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fh1kTmZhAIU

empyrealfantasy August 7 2009, 17:21:03 UTC

You reply to this piece of shit entry, but you didn't touch the boob entry from last week? I'm ashamed.

bluemaiden88 August 11 2009, 00:06:22 UTC

First off, everyone is beautifully made. As the daughter of a seamstress, I know about physical inconsistencies. For instance, in the stores they make clothes for B-C cup women with pear shaped bodies. I have a nearly perfect hourglass frame, which, for me, equals broad shoulders, slim waist and hips with kind of round thighs. That also means I don't fit jack-shit in the clothing store. My mother has to alter almost anything I buy, or make it herself, otherwise it's uncomfortable for to wear. I have scars, lots of them. My feet are too narrow, so narrow they fly out of the front of open-toed shoes. I wish I didn't have such bad skin problems and allergies. Regardless, I get guys leaping after me even when I have on no makeup or fancy clothes ( ... )