ambian and lexapro is needed greatly.

long ass day... kayla had her surgery today and it kinda took a lot out of me. i know i said that i wouldnt be worried and whatnot, but man, i really got scared about it. i was up till about 3 last night, just listening to her talk. i wish we had more moments like that. when i got home from school today, she had just gotten home too, and was really ( Read more... )

been a few days, hasnt it? oh well. i guess when everything goes well, you have no desire to sit on your ass on the computer and talk about it :-) last weekend was awesome. i'd seriously give up a lot of shit to go back and relive it. the weather was INCREDIBLE! can you belive it?! it was above 90!! i roasted my ass off though, oh well, it was so ( Read more... )

maybe summer is finally coming- what a surprise, since we had no friggin spring. aaaaaaaaand- school is almost over! sweeeeeeeetness! so, we got yearbooks today- they're nice, but still, once again, tennis is NOT IN IT. i dont know what to fucking do- we're a sport, same as softball. neither of us gets recognition. coach hasnt called yet for our ( Read more... )

wicked pissed off...

good day today :) i got to use the car and pretty much do whatever i wanted, and that made me happy. what made me even happier was the fact that i got to spend the day with john, so it was quite spiffyful. sooooo... we went to portsmouth, even though it was downpouring. yes i know, we're geniuses :D did i mention i parked in a parking garage? yes, ( Read more... )

i dont even know where to start... i'm afraid that if i start talking, i'll cry, and then not be able to stop crying. so i'll start off when i got home from school. yeah, school was great- jared lassor danced in AMH while we all died laughing. i came home... went and got my debit card for europe... and then... it all went to shit. litterally ( Read more... )

i dont know. i seriously dont know. i just got this huge panic wave and its driving me nuts. all of a sudden i feel like i need to pack for my trip, i need to do my two projects due friday and tuesday, i need to study for midterms, i need to get my mom's birthday present... oh my god this list is going to last fucking forever... im just going to ( Read more... )

39 days! i'm so nervous and excited at the same time. i really need to start packing cause i have no shorts that are "appropriate" meaning, to my knees. blah. oh well. i've decided that i need to finish this year off with a positive note, but i dont think i'm doing a very good job. last night i dont really know what happened... i was all happy and ( Read more... )

Tyrannical emotions ( Read more... )