Well, I went to Portland for the weekend. My car gave me some problems - stupid starter.... Thank you Patrick and Brad for pushing it so I could pop the clutch. I was kind of hurt otherwise. I had a few friends step up and offer a place to stay, thank you to all of them... but I felt stranded otherwise. I called all sorts of people to see if ( Read more... )

Well, I've made some progress. I have quit smoking... well, almost. I have an uncontrollable fit every now and then.... but I'm not smoking 800,000 cigarettes a day. I am well on-track on my weight loss program. Feeling much better about myself. Looking forward to Oliver auditions at the end of the month.. look out Forest Grove, here I come! ( Read more... )

I just spent the last 2 hours looking through the memorials of the thousands lost in the September 11th tragedy. Seeing the faces and loving thoughts left from both friends and strangers made me reflect upon my own loss. A clear reminder that life is fleeting. I wonder why so many people in the world are looking to perfect their lives, when ( Read more... )

Well, I'm finally gainfully employed - well, employed rather... I don't know how gainful it will be. I just love it when you interview well and get the job the same day. What fun ( Read more... )

What a day. I met someone incredible and had the best time today. He's eloquent, chivalrous, beautiful, and most likely not interested in me. I have never had such as afternoon of sharing thoughts and goals and ideals and everything as I did. We went to the beach.... talked about everything. I am hopelessly infatuated ( Read more... )

Well, here I am. A new life... a new me. I'm not exactly thrilled to be here, but my options at this point are rather limited. I am extremely nervous about the next year or so, but I'm sure it will pass quickly. I just hope people remember me when I return ( Read more... )

Ah the life of one who has no life. Pretty thrilling. I am a recluse today. Not showing my pained face outside at all. Spending endless hours on the internet catching up on all those things I've been meaning to get to. Finally visited Jeph's website and was pleasantly surprised. Yes, there was some dedication to beautiful women in true Rex ( Read more... )

Sigh. I'm in pain. So much pain. I took an impromptu roadtrip to the beach yesterday, and now I'm sunburned!! :O( Ouch.

AND!! I missed hanging out with HIM last night. I just was too uncomfortable to go out drinking and singing and the like. DANG.

So now, I am sad. SIGH.

I'm going to change my life. In about a month, I will leave everyone I've grown to love, and leave. I'm so scared. And sad. I don't really want to leave, but I can't feasibly stay. If I don't go now, my life won't go anywhere. I'll still be there, every night of the week, and never go anywhere in my life. I love them... I sit here, listening ( Read more... )

He didn't call. I hate that. I never get the call ( Read more... )