Well its officially 3:08 A.M. and I am still awake im just lyin here in the pitch black unable to fall to sleep I imagine quite a few people have this problem I just wish I wasnt one of them I enjoy my sleep I really do I just wish I could sleep like my dad the man rolls over and hes dead to the world me I can lay here for hours in the dark tossing ( Read more... )

Today has been a really boring and extended day its one of those days that just need to end for the simple fact that nothing is happening I cant think I cant get motivated its just like im a body thats moving theres nothing behind no thought process what so ever it really sux and I know what did it its the damn nytol I took last night that shit ( Read more... )

June is gonna be one hell of a month for me the biggest reason is I get to go back to Maryland for a visit :-) I cant wait I am beyond the point of excited its insane actually how worked up I am about it just the thought of getting to see all my old friends is just wow and one really special friend that Ive been dying to see for a long time now and ( Read more... )

Well its definately been a while since ive filled this thing out but you can pretty much assume my days have been the same because nothin exciting happens around here whenever something exciting does happen its normally a bad thing which I dont want to happen anyways like yesterday I found out one of the families oldest friends died the other day ( Read more... )

Today has been interesting thus far not too much has happened I woke up this morning and I realized that my dad was still laying in bed asleep I didnt want to disturb him I figured that he had been up most of the night so I went back to my room for a while and I fell back asleep when I woke up it was about 8:30 I got up and my dad still wasnt up so ( Read more... )

Well lets see I woke up this morning at about 7 and I laid in bed until 8 when I finally got out of bed I got dressed and came out to the living room my dad was just getting back from dropping off my brother at school so I went back to my room and packed my gym bag for todays exciting gym experience well after I got my bag packed with my gym ( Read more... )

well lets see I didnt fill out a journal yesterday or today yet so lets start with lastnight shall we I finally called my girl last night after two weeks of talking to her online I finally took my dads cell phone and called her we talked for two hours it was great to hear her voice after two years it was a wonderful feeling to hear her say that she ( Read more... )

Today has been a lazy day and I feel like shit because of it I did absolutely nothing to day I took a shower and did laundry thats it!!! Im going insane and I have all this energy and nothing to do with it im going nuts I have applications at 3 places now and noone will hire me because I havent worked in Colorado whats that shit ya know if you dont ( Read more... )

Tonight was great I was smiling the entire night Its an unbelievable feeling Love its so special and its something Ive never felt before its the greatest feeling in the world and to have someone say that they love me and that they would love to spend the rest of their life with me feels so good its I dont know I cant explain it its indescribable ( Read more... )

Well today started out by me waking up and dreading the thought of going to the gym today but I got up and went anyways after that I came home and got changed into some clothes I could go cut down trees and burn stuff in and than I went to my great grandmoms my granddad was already their he had fertilized the Lawn already thank god I hate doing ( Read more... )