I find that when I get really lonely I hold my own hand just to feel my fingers intertwined and wish that it was someone else that held on to me. And I let my fingers dance across my skin, along my forearm, inside the crease of my elbow, behind my neck, across my shoulders, just to remind myself what it's like to be touched again. And then I get ( Read more... )

Something reaffirming happened the other day ( Read more... )

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Well ladies & gentlemen, boys & girls, something unusual happend tonight, well, it's not so much that it's unusual but rather that it's not something I do very often. I had a date. An honest to goodness go out to dinner and hang out and talk and get to know someone date. And it was wonderful ( Read more... )

I sat at work today working on a database, sitting in the windowless office listening to a CD. I bought Melissa Etheridge’s new CD “Lucky” about a month ago yet as with most CD’s of my favorite artists I have to be in the mood to listen to it to learn it. I sat there working not really paying attention to the lyrics but more to the melody of the ( Read more... )

When reading feel free to modify gender pronouns as you see fit ( Read more... )

As a rule I’m rather content with my life. I really don’t have a whole lot to complain about; until last night. My issue is entirely my own doing, yet sometimes it’s hard to not feel sorry for myself. Last night I went out with some friends, usually when I go out with Ryan and Brad I don’t get such a feeling, but last night for some reason I just ( Read more... )

It was recently pointed out to me that I don't update my journal very often. This is of course true, as anyone can note from the frequency of my entries. I got to thinking about it, why don't I update my journal more often? Interesting things happen to me, I'm an interesting person. Perhaps it's just that because of my career I've been conditioned ( Read more... )

Why is it that lately the urge to update this only comes after experiencing the artistic vision of another human being? Perhaps it is because of my need to evangelize the world to great artistic works? Who knows.

I've just finished reading A Density of Souls. Which was a really great book. And I feel compelled to write about it here; but i'm not ( Read more... )