...this sucks.
everything sucks.

so my mom knows i've been depressed again for the past few weeks.
so today she got me this..
which made me smile...

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so...
yeah...
this is it.
oh yeah...
im on happy pills.
two a day..
...wonderful..
Too bad i don't think they are working as well as they should be.

So last night/ this morning. Was probably one of the most intense, yet wonderful experiences that has ever happened to me ( Read more... )

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just knowing that i hurt you...
hurts me.
i cant sleep or think.
but i had no other choice.
i hope one day you'll forgive me and we can be friends.

i just cant sleep until i know that you're okay.
this is killing me more then you know...

I wish there were just some easier way around all of this ( Read more... )

.......fuck you!

everything is alright.

so now i ended things with josh ( Read more... )