I need a hug. Or a billion!

[emunymph]

Where to start? Well I know all of you know Matt and I haven't been doing that well. And well it as of yesterday it all came to a crashing mess. As of yesterday Matt told me that he thinks he needs some growing up to do and to become more self safishent without being tied down to a relationship. You know that would have been nicer to know 4 years

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[sgatazmy]

*hugs* *big hugs* i'm around if you ever want to talk. I'm sorry to hear about all of this.

Whatever roads life leads you down, I hope things work out for you.

[emunymph]

Thanks as I said I don't know what's going to happen all I know is that I can't wait forever for him. That's not healthy for me to pine over him either. I love him to death but at hte moment i'm not sure that matters. Oh great I'm going to cry again.