Love Lines (fic, Kris/Adam, PG-13)
Title: Love Lines
Author: emylina
Beta: The amazing pyrosgf who really helped me with this fic.
Disclaimer: This never happened, it's fiction! I make no profit and I mean no harm towards any of the people mentioned in this fic.
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Kris/Adam
Warnings: None
Summary: How Adam's love for Kris happened. A relationship told through phone conversations.
Notes: This story is not told in a chronological order, so it's a good idea to pay attention to the dates. This fic will only be unlocked for a few weeks, but I love new friends so feel free to friend me if you want to. :)
Love Lines
March 4th, 2009
Kris
Adam wondered if calling his new roommate was weird, but he really was grateful that Kris wanted to room with him in the mansion, so he figured he might as well give him a call and tell him that.
“This is Kris Allen”
“Hey Kris! This is Adam Lambert, your new roommate.”
“Hey man, what’s up? Can you believe that we are moving into the mansion in just a few days?”
He hasn’t known Kris that long but he sounded very happy on the phone and Adam could already picture his easy smile and beautiful eyes.
“Yeah, it’s amazing isn’t it? Look I know you’re probably busy, last few days alone with the wife and all, but I just wanted to say that I’m grateful that you are willing to room with me. I know a few of the other guys said ‘no’.”
“What? Are you serious? I’m happy to room with you, I think we got along great when we met. Why wouldn’t the other guys want to share a room with you?”
“You have seen the pictures, haven’t you? The ones with me and my ex-boyfriend.”
If Kris said no and freaked out, Adam didn’t know what he would do. Calling the producers now to request a room change would be embarrassing as hell and probably earn him a reputation of being difficult.
“Of course I saw the pics. Wait, are you saying that someone refused to share a room with you because you’re gay?”
“I know for a fact that they tried to make Danny room with me. The reason I know is because he felt the need to call me and say that he was sorry, but that he just couldn’t live so close to a sinner but that he would definitely keep me in his prayers.” Kris made some kind of stunned noise that sounded like anger. “I think they approached Michael next and now you. They are most likely planning to create some tension in the house. You know, saint versus sinner, the Christian versus the gay guy, they think it’ll make good TV.”
“Well then, I say to hell with their plans! You and I will be the best friends this competition has ever seen.”
“I hope so. I look forward to seeing you again on Monday.”
Adam thought that he could really need a friend if he was going to get through the American Idol experience with his sanity intact.
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July 5th, 2009
A producer
After the first live concert of the summer he was on a crazy performance high and he didn’t even bother to pick up the phone when one of the producers called. He already knew what they were going to say and let it go straight to voicemail.
“Hello Adam. Good show tonight. We just feel like maybe you could tone it down a little in ‘Whole Lotta Love’, this is after all a family show.” There was some nervous laughter, like he already knew that Adam wouldn’t listen. “And maybe you should stay a little farther away from Kris during the group numbers. Kris is building his whole career on his image as a sweet, laid back, married guy and you know how quick rumors will start about these kinds of things. As his friend I’m sure you wouldn’t want his career to be over before it started.”
Adam stopped smiling.
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October 25th, 2009
Cassidy
“I wanna fuck him so bad”
“It’s three o’clock in the morning. Are you drunk?”
“No, yes, okay a little. Maaaaybe. You should just be thankful I called you instead of twittered about this.”
“No honey, I think you’re the one who should be thankful you’re not twittering this.”
“Whatever. My people love me. I still wanna fuck him.”
“So do it. He wants it, you know that, he knows that, everyone knows that.”
“You don’t even know who I’m talking ‘bout.”
“Of course I know. You’re talking about the reigning American Idol, the newly divorced, soon to be releasing his first album, recording artist Kris Allen. Your best friend and Idol roommate, who you have wanted to fuck since you first met him.”
“Shit, am I really that see thru… see thru… you know like glass, you know you can look from one side and see what’s behind it?”
Maybe he shouldn’t have taken that last shot.
“You're so drunk and no, you're not that see-through, I just know you that well.”
“Well. Good.”
“So why aren’t you?”
“What?”
“Fucking him! He’s divorced now and like I said, everyone can see that he wants you.”
That wasn’t really the problem though. He knew that Kris wanted to sleep with him. The problem is that even if sex with Adam is incredible it’s not worth divorcing your wife over it. If he would just stay away, Kris would stop being attracted to him and go back to his wife and the life he’s supposed to be living.
“He’s my best friend. I don’t wanna mess up our relationship.”
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March 19th, 2009
Neil
Talking to his brother was always a good way for Adam to feel better. They might seem very different and like all brothers they fought a lot growing up, but he knew that Neil would always have his back.
“Top 10! I don’t know if I should be proud or curse you because I now will have to sit through an American Idol live shows this summer.”
“No need to be jealous just because I got all the fabulous genes.”
“Whatever. So how are things with your roommate, has he freaked out yet? I know from personal experience that it’s not easy to live with you.”
“Like it’s a dream to share a room with you? Anyway, Kris is fine, more than fine, he has become a great friend.”
“Mhhmm”
“What’s that suppose to mean?”
“Just that I know you Adam. Please be careful, he’s married. I would hate for you to get your heart broken again.”
“Nothing is going on, he’s just a friend.”
The truth was that Adam wasn’t sure what was going on, but it felt stupid to worry his brother about something that could be nothing or just a silly little crush.
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September 14th, 2009
A Fan
At first he thought that it was just one of his friends messing with him, but then he realized that no, it was another crazy fan that had gotten hold of his phone number somehow.
“Oh my gosh! I’ve seen you three times this summer! And I’m so excited about your album! And your solo tour! I can’t believe I have your phone number I’ll call you every day to see how you’re doing. My friends are going to be so jealous! I’m so sad the tour is over tomorrow, I was hoping I could get a chance to see you one last time. Hey, is it true that you and Kris are like best friends or something? Will you miss him terribly now when the tour is over and you won’t be living with him?”
He started the process of changing his number and thought that saying that the word miss wasn’t strong enough for what the loss of Kris was going to feel like to him. It felt as if Kris was taking piece of his heart with him, it truly hurt and the worst thing was that he couldn’t stop the pain. Not even if he wanted to.
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October 7th, 2009
Katy
Adam only spoke with Katy once after the divorce and then she was the one that called him.
“I signed the papers tonight, by tomorrow it will be all over the news.”
“I’m sor…”
“Don’t. Don’t say it.” There was a slight pause, like she wasn’t sure if she should say anything more. “Just promise me you will take care of him, okay?”
“I promise. Katy, I…”
“You should call him, I think he needs to talk to someone right now.”
She hung up without waiting for a reply and as he was waiting for Kris to pick up the phone he found himself hoping that she also had someone that would help her through this.
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April 19th, 2009
Brad
“Fuck off”
After Brad hung up he had a small moment of panic where he wondered if calling your ex to gush about your newest crush was an awful thing to do, even if they have been good friends since the break up. His phone rang ten seconds later.
“Shit Adam, why didn’t you call me back? I was just messing with you. You know most people become more fun when they turn into rock stars, but you seem to have lost you sense of humor.”
Sometimes, Adam thought, Brad could really be a little bitch.
“Anyway, tell me all about this crush, no wait let me guess! It’s that church going; nice, married boy you’re sharing a room with isn’t it? What’s his name, Ken something? Fuck, you really have a type don’t you? He could be my long lost cousin, but from the ugly side of the family of course, you remember my aunt Susan. Oh, and isn’t he from the south too, Kansas or some shit like that? I’m right, aren’t I? Of course I’m right, I’m always right. Do you remember that time when you wanted to dress up as a fucking zebra and I told you that…”
Brad might be an annoying bitch sometimes and it was always difficult to get him to shut up, but in the end he let Adam ramble on about his gigantic crush on Kris for half an hour and even offered some advice. It was things like that that reminded Adam of why they were still friends.
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December 9th, 2009
Matt
”What the hell man? You and Kris finally get together and you let me find out from the papers?”
“You’ve been out of the country for weeks, Matt! If you would check your voicemail once in a while you would find messages from both me and Kris telling you to call us.”
Matt and Allison were the two Idols that he and Kris had gotten along best with during the tour and all four of them had kept in pretty close contact during the fall.
“Yeah whatever, I’m just surprised it took you this long. I mean Kris has been divorced for months now, I figured the two of you would be shacked up as soon as the papers went through.”
“I didn’t want to fuck up our friendship, besides I wasn’t sure that Kris wanted a relationship.”
“Mhm, so you’re an idiot. So, what happened?”
“Let’s just say a certain fiery red-head we all know and love called me up and chewed me a new one because I was ignoring Kris. I rushed over to his place, we talked, we kissed, I took off his shirt and licked a little on the small birthmark on his neck, slowly sank down…”
“Woah, way too much information!”
Teasing Matt was always fun. On the tour bus he would sometimes leave a few gay porn magazines in the common area. Danny’s anger over them was entertaining to witness but his favorite was Matt’s embarrassed blushing and stuttering.
Kris used to just comment on that the guys in the magazine were cute or wonder if a certain position actually was anatomically possible. It had been with great joy that Adam had showed him these last few weeks that yes, it was quite possible to do things like that if one was flexible enough.
“So you are official now?”
“Yes. What was your first clue? The cover story where Kris declared ‘Adam is my boyfriend’ or the pictures from the movie premier two day ago where I’m stick my tongue down his throat?”
“Shut up… You know I really am happy for the two of you.”
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May 14th, 2009
Scarlett
“Hey baby, so final two! Think you’ll win? I’ll be voting like crazy!”
“Hi babe! Nah, I have a chance, but I think Kris will take it.”
“America isn’t ready for your fabulous self?”
“Some of them aren’t, but mostly I just think that it’s because Kris is amazing. America will vote for him. He has a way of just getting to you, suddenly he has stolen a piece of your heart.”
“Honey, sounds like you’re talking from personal experience?”
“…maybe”
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August 18th, 2009
Drake
For once Adam was quite happy that Drake didn’t pick up the phone. Even though they both knew that this was just a fun fling with great sex but no feelings, dumping someone always felt like a shitty thing to do.
“Hey, it’s me. Could you call me back when you hear this? We’ll be on the bus all night; you know I don’t sleep well on the bus so just call whenever. I really need to talk to you.”
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October 12th, 2009
A journalist
“Sorry about the phone interview. I prefer meeting face to face but I have so much to do before the album is released in a few week.”
“No trouble at all Adam. We at ‘The Storm Lake Times’ are so excited about your debut album; we’ll talk about it in just a bit. First I’m wondering how you reacted to the recent news about your Idol friend Kris Allen divorcing his wife after only a year of marriage?”
“I...um…”
It was so fucking stupid of him, but he had never thought that they would ask him about the divorce. He didn’t have some eloquent statement ready about how he was sorry but supported his friends in their mutual decision. In fact he couldn’t think of a single thing to say.
“I’m sorry, I have to go.”
“What? But we have scheduled an interview, I need to get this in to my editor today!”
“I’m really sorry. I’ll try to arrange a new interview later, sorry.”
When the latest “Adam Lambert is a diva”-rumors started he was a little ashamed when one of them was that he refuses to be interviewed by journalist from small town newspapers because he doesn’t think they are important enough.
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August 25th, 2009
Leila
It was the middle of the tour and he was exhausted both physically and mentally and really didn’t want to talk to anyone, but even a rock star can’t ignore his own mother, so he sighed and picked up the phone.
“Hello Mom. I’m still alive, completely worn out, but alive.”
“I know that you’re alive. If you weren’t the media would be all over that too and I haven’t had any calls from journalists today.”
“You know, I’m tired enough to find that funny instead of creepy and sad.”
“Well, I’m glad I could make you laugh. Seriously though, how are you?”
“Like I said I’m tired, but it’s worth it. To be able to go up on stage, as myself, and sing in front thousands of people every night, it’s amazing.”
“So, how are things with Kris?”
“Kris is a great friend, we are so different musically but still appreciate each other and…”
“Adam, this isn’t an interview. I’m your mother, just tell me what’s going on.”
It was silent for a few seconds and when the conversation picked up again it felt less like an interrogation and more like a confession.
“He makes me happy. He keeps me grounded, keeps me real. He can see what nights I have a headache and an aspirin and a bottle of water will be waiting in my bunk when I go the bed. He doesn’t shy away when I hug him or touch him, he never did. When I have a bad day he will sit next to me and tell me stories from his childhood or let me listen to some new song he’s working on. He doesn’t even mind that the whole fucking world apparently knows that I have a crush on him and that he keeps getting embarrassing questions about it.”
“I’m glad you have found such an amazing friend, sweetie. But I’m sorry too, I know how much unrequited love can hurt.”
“But that’s just the worst thing, mom! I’ve seen the way he looks at me and I know that if I just push a little bit I could have him in my bed. I’m fucking terrified that I’ll do or say something that will make him go and disrupt his perfect life.”
“I can’t give you any advice, but you should remember that Kris is a grown man. He will make his own decisions and you can’t blame yourself, whatever those decisions end up being.”
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November 15th, 2009
Allison
“You shouldn’t curse Allison.”
“You’re not my mom. Shut up and listen.”
“Fine.”
He knew that when Allison used that tone of voice there was nothing you could do except let her finish saying whatever she wants to say.
“I can’t believe you would treat Kris so badly! He’s miserable! Have you seen any of the recent interviews? His album drops in a week and he is going around looking like someone killed his puppy. He divorced his wife!”
“I know that and I talked to him the night Katy signed the papers.”
“Then you know why he divorced her.”
“He said that he didn’t have feelings for her anymore, that he discovered a new side of himself during Idol…”
“He divorced her because of you, you moron! And now he’s depressed because you refuse to talk to him.”
“I swear I never made a move on him! I didn’t want him to leave his wife because he suddenly found me attractive.”
“Because he… stupid boys! Do I need to spell it out for you? He is in love with you. It’s not some little fling for him.”
“He’s in love with me?”
“Yeah. So you can imagine he’s pretty heartbroken right now when you apparently don’t care at all about him.”
“I thought it was just a thing, an attraction. I figured if I kept my distance he would realize that he shouldn’t give up his life for some quick sex with me.”
“You really are a little self-centered at times aren’t you?” She sighed and then started talking a little quieter. “Just go to him, please? Even if you’re not in love with him anymore he could use a friend.”
“I’m in my car, I’m almost at his place. And Alli, just so you know, I think I fell in love with him the first time I met him and I haven’t stopped since.”
When Kris opened the door, Adam knew that coming there was one of the best decisions of his life.
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March 5th, 2010
Kris
“Hey Adam. How’s the tour going?”
“Amazing. But I’m looking forward to seeing you again baby.”
“Me too. I’m in the studio a lot but when I come home the house feels empty without you here.”
Being on his first solo tour was an unbelievable experience, but after being on the road for two months the thought of getting a break and being able to come home to Kris for a few days was all that kept him going.
“It’s only a few days and then I’m flying home.”
“I know.”
“I love you. You better be waiting naked in bed when I get home on Thursday.”
“I’ll do even better and wait by the front door. And Adam?”
“Yeah?”
“I love you too”
Adam hung up the phone and smiled.
*The End *
Thank you for reading.
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Author: emylina
Beta: The amazing pyrosgf who really helped me with this fic.
Disclaimer: This never happened, it's fiction! I make no profit and I mean no harm towards any of the people mentioned in this fic.
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Kris/Adam
Warnings: None
Summary: How Adam's love for Kris happened. A relationship told through phone conversations.
Notes: This story is not told in a chronological order, so it's a good idea to pay attention to the dates. This fic will only be unlocked for a few weeks, but I love new friends so feel free to friend me if you want to. :)
Love Lines
March 4th, 2009
Kris
Adam wondered if calling his new roommate was weird, but he really was grateful that Kris wanted to room with him in the mansion, so he figured he might as well give him a call and tell him that.
“This is Kris Allen”
“Hey Kris! This is Adam Lambert, your new roommate.”
“Hey man, what’s up? Can you believe that we are moving into the mansion in just a few days?”
He hasn’t known Kris that long but he sounded very happy on the phone and Adam could already picture his easy smile and beautiful eyes.
“Yeah, it’s amazing isn’t it? Look I know you’re probably busy, last few days alone with the wife and all, but I just wanted to say that I’m grateful that you are willing to room with me. I know a few of the other guys said ‘no’.”
“What? Are you serious? I’m happy to room with you, I think we got along great when we met. Why wouldn’t the other guys want to share a room with you?”
“You have seen the pictures, haven’t you? The ones with me and my ex-boyfriend.”
If Kris said no and freaked out, Adam didn’t know what he would do. Calling the producers now to request a room change would be embarrassing as hell and probably earn him a reputation of being difficult.
“Of course I saw the pics. Wait, are you saying that someone refused to share a room with you because you’re gay?”
“I know for a fact that they tried to make Danny room with me. The reason I know is because he felt the need to call me and say that he was sorry, but that he just couldn’t live so close to a sinner but that he would definitely keep me in his prayers.” Kris made some kind of stunned noise that sounded like anger. “I think they approached Michael next and now you. They are most likely planning to create some tension in the house. You know, saint versus sinner, the Christian versus the gay guy, they think it’ll make good TV.”
“Well then, I say to hell with their plans! You and I will be the best friends this competition has ever seen.”
“I hope so. I look forward to seeing you again on Monday.”
Adam thought that he could really need a friend if he was going to get through the American Idol experience with his sanity intact.
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July 5th, 2009
A producer
After the first live concert of the summer he was on a crazy performance high and he didn’t even bother to pick up the phone when one of the producers called. He already knew what they were going to say and let it go straight to voicemail.
“Hello Adam. Good show tonight. We just feel like maybe you could tone it down a little in ‘Whole Lotta Love’, this is after all a family show.” There was some nervous laughter, like he already knew that Adam wouldn’t listen. “And maybe you should stay a little farther away from Kris during the group numbers. Kris is building his whole career on his image as a sweet, laid back, married guy and you know how quick rumors will start about these kinds of things. As his friend I’m sure you wouldn’t want his career to be over before it started.”
Adam stopped smiling.
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October 25th, 2009
Cassidy
“I wanna fuck him so bad”
“It’s three o’clock in the morning. Are you drunk?”
“No, yes, okay a little. Maaaaybe. You should just be thankful I called you instead of twittered about this.”
“No honey, I think you’re the one who should be thankful you’re not twittering this.”
“Whatever. My people love me. I still wanna fuck him.”
“So do it. He wants it, you know that, he knows that, everyone knows that.”
“You don’t even know who I’m talking ‘bout.”
“Of course I know. You’re talking about the reigning American Idol, the newly divorced, soon to be releasing his first album, recording artist Kris Allen. Your best friend and Idol roommate, who you have wanted to fuck since you first met him.”
“Shit, am I really that see thru… see thru… you know like glass, you know you can look from one side and see what’s behind it?”
Maybe he shouldn’t have taken that last shot.
“You're so drunk and no, you're not that see-through, I just know you that well.”
“Well. Good.”
“So why aren’t you?”
“What?”
“Fucking him! He’s divorced now and like I said, everyone can see that he wants you.”
That wasn’t really the problem though. He knew that Kris wanted to sleep with him. The problem is that even if sex with Adam is incredible it’s not worth divorcing your wife over it. If he would just stay away, Kris would stop being attracted to him and go back to his wife and the life he’s supposed to be living.
“He’s my best friend. I don’t wanna mess up our relationship.”
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March 19th, 2009
Neil
Talking to his brother was always a good way for Adam to feel better. They might seem very different and like all brothers they fought a lot growing up, but he knew that Neil would always have his back.
“Top 10! I don’t know if I should be proud or curse you because I now will have to sit through an American Idol live shows this summer.”
“No need to be jealous just because I got all the fabulous genes.”
“Whatever. So how are things with your roommate, has he freaked out yet? I know from personal experience that it’s not easy to live with you.”
“Like it’s a dream to share a room with you? Anyway, Kris is fine, more than fine, he has become a great friend.”
“Mhhmm”
“What’s that suppose to mean?”
“Just that I know you Adam. Please be careful, he’s married. I would hate for you to get your heart broken again.”
“Nothing is going on, he’s just a friend.”
The truth was that Adam wasn’t sure what was going on, but it felt stupid to worry his brother about something that could be nothing or just a silly little crush.
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September 14th, 2009
A Fan
At first he thought that it was just one of his friends messing with him, but then he realized that no, it was another crazy fan that had gotten hold of his phone number somehow.
“Oh my gosh! I’ve seen you three times this summer! And I’m so excited about your album! And your solo tour! I can’t believe I have your phone number I’ll call you every day to see how you’re doing. My friends are going to be so jealous! I’m so sad the tour is over tomorrow, I was hoping I could get a chance to see you one last time. Hey, is it true that you and Kris are like best friends or something? Will you miss him terribly now when the tour is over and you won’t be living with him?”
He started the process of changing his number and thought that saying that the word miss wasn’t strong enough for what the loss of Kris was going to feel like to him. It felt as if Kris was taking piece of his heart with him, it truly hurt and the worst thing was that he couldn’t stop the pain. Not even if he wanted to.
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October 7th, 2009
Katy
Adam only spoke with Katy once after the divorce and then she was the one that called him.
“I signed the papers tonight, by tomorrow it will be all over the news.”
“I’m sor…”
“Don’t. Don’t say it.” There was a slight pause, like she wasn’t sure if she should say anything more. “Just promise me you will take care of him, okay?”
“I promise. Katy, I…”
“You should call him, I think he needs to talk to someone right now.”
She hung up without waiting for a reply and as he was waiting for Kris to pick up the phone he found himself hoping that she also had someone that would help her through this.
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April 19th, 2009
Brad
“Fuck off”
After Brad hung up he had a small moment of panic where he wondered if calling your ex to gush about your newest crush was an awful thing to do, even if they have been good friends since the break up. His phone rang ten seconds later.
“Shit Adam, why didn’t you call me back? I was just messing with you. You know most people become more fun when they turn into rock stars, but you seem to have lost you sense of humor.”
Sometimes, Adam thought, Brad could really be a little bitch.
“Anyway, tell me all about this crush, no wait let me guess! It’s that church going; nice, married boy you’re sharing a room with isn’t it? What’s his name, Ken something? Fuck, you really have a type don’t you? He could be my long lost cousin, but from the ugly side of the family of course, you remember my aunt Susan. Oh, and isn’t he from the south too, Kansas or some shit like that? I’m right, aren’t I? Of course I’m right, I’m always right. Do you remember that time when you wanted to dress up as a fucking zebra and I told you that…”
Brad might be an annoying bitch sometimes and it was always difficult to get him to shut up, but in the end he let Adam ramble on about his gigantic crush on Kris for half an hour and even offered some advice. It was things like that that reminded Adam of why they were still friends.
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December 9th, 2009
Matt
”What the hell man? You and Kris finally get together and you let me find out from the papers?”
“You’ve been out of the country for weeks, Matt! If you would check your voicemail once in a while you would find messages from both me and Kris telling you to call us.”
Matt and Allison were the two Idols that he and Kris had gotten along best with during the tour and all four of them had kept in pretty close contact during the fall.
“Yeah whatever, I’m just surprised it took you this long. I mean Kris has been divorced for months now, I figured the two of you would be shacked up as soon as the papers went through.”
“I didn’t want to fuck up our friendship, besides I wasn’t sure that Kris wanted a relationship.”
“Mhm, so you’re an idiot. So, what happened?”
“Let’s just say a certain fiery red-head we all know and love called me up and chewed me a new one because I was ignoring Kris. I rushed over to his place, we talked, we kissed, I took off his shirt and licked a little on the small birthmark on his neck, slowly sank down…”
“Woah, way too much information!”
Teasing Matt was always fun. On the tour bus he would sometimes leave a few gay porn magazines in the common area. Danny’s anger over them was entertaining to witness but his favorite was Matt’s embarrassed blushing and stuttering.
Kris used to just comment on that the guys in the magazine were cute or wonder if a certain position actually was anatomically possible. It had been with great joy that Adam had showed him these last few weeks that yes, it was quite possible to do things like that if one was flexible enough.
“So you are official now?”
“Yes. What was your first clue? The cover story where Kris declared ‘Adam is my boyfriend’ or the pictures from the movie premier two day ago where I’m stick my tongue down his throat?”
“Shut up… You know I really am happy for the two of you.”
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May 14th, 2009
Scarlett
“Hey baby, so final two! Think you’ll win? I’ll be voting like crazy!”
“Hi babe! Nah, I have a chance, but I think Kris will take it.”
“America isn’t ready for your fabulous self?”
“Some of them aren’t, but mostly I just think that it’s because Kris is amazing. America will vote for him. He has a way of just getting to you, suddenly he has stolen a piece of your heart.”
“Honey, sounds like you’re talking from personal experience?”
“…maybe”
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August 18th, 2009
Drake
For once Adam was quite happy that Drake didn’t pick up the phone. Even though they both knew that this was just a fun fling with great sex but no feelings, dumping someone always felt like a shitty thing to do.
“Hey, it’s me. Could you call me back when you hear this? We’ll be on the bus all night; you know I don’t sleep well on the bus so just call whenever. I really need to talk to you.”
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October 12th, 2009
A journalist
“Sorry about the phone interview. I prefer meeting face to face but I have so much to do before the album is released in a few week.”
“No trouble at all Adam. We at ‘The Storm Lake Times’ are so excited about your debut album; we’ll talk about it in just a bit. First I’m wondering how you reacted to the recent news about your Idol friend Kris Allen divorcing his wife after only a year of marriage?”
“I...um…”
It was so fucking stupid of him, but he had never thought that they would ask him about the divorce. He didn’t have some eloquent statement ready about how he was sorry but supported his friends in their mutual decision. In fact he couldn’t think of a single thing to say.
“I’m sorry, I have to go.”
“What? But we have scheduled an interview, I need to get this in to my editor today!”
“I’m really sorry. I’ll try to arrange a new interview later, sorry.”
When the latest “Adam Lambert is a diva”-rumors started he was a little ashamed when one of them was that he refuses to be interviewed by journalist from small town newspapers because he doesn’t think they are important enough.
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August 25th, 2009
Leila
It was the middle of the tour and he was exhausted both physically and mentally and really didn’t want to talk to anyone, but even a rock star can’t ignore his own mother, so he sighed and picked up the phone.
“Hello Mom. I’m still alive, completely worn out, but alive.”
“I know that you’re alive. If you weren’t the media would be all over that too and I haven’t had any calls from journalists today.”
“You know, I’m tired enough to find that funny instead of creepy and sad.”
“Well, I’m glad I could make you laugh. Seriously though, how are you?”
“Like I said I’m tired, but it’s worth it. To be able to go up on stage, as myself, and sing in front thousands of people every night, it’s amazing.”
“So, how are things with Kris?”
“Kris is a great friend, we are so different musically but still appreciate each other and…”
“Adam, this isn’t an interview. I’m your mother, just tell me what’s going on.”
It was silent for a few seconds and when the conversation picked up again it felt less like an interrogation and more like a confession.
“He makes me happy. He keeps me grounded, keeps me real. He can see what nights I have a headache and an aspirin and a bottle of water will be waiting in my bunk when I go the bed. He doesn’t shy away when I hug him or touch him, he never did. When I have a bad day he will sit next to me and tell me stories from his childhood or let me listen to some new song he’s working on. He doesn’t even mind that the whole fucking world apparently knows that I have a crush on him and that he keeps getting embarrassing questions about it.”
“I’m glad you have found such an amazing friend, sweetie. But I’m sorry too, I know how much unrequited love can hurt.”
“But that’s just the worst thing, mom! I’ve seen the way he looks at me and I know that if I just push a little bit I could have him in my bed. I’m fucking terrified that I’ll do or say something that will make him go and disrupt his perfect life.”
“I can’t give you any advice, but you should remember that Kris is a grown man. He will make his own decisions and you can’t blame yourself, whatever those decisions end up being.”
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November 15th, 2009
Allison
“You shouldn’t curse Allison.”
“You’re not my mom. Shut up and listen.”
“Fine.”
He knew that when Allison used that tone of voice there was nothing you could do except let her finish saying whatever she wants to say.
“I can’t believe you would treat Kris so badly! He’s miserable! Have you seen any of the recent interviews? His album drops in a week and he is going around looking like someone killed his puppy. He divorced his wife!”
“I know that and I talked to him the night Katy signed the papers.”
“Then you know why he divorced her.”
“He said that he didn’t have feelings for her anymore, that he discovered a new side of himself during Idol…”
“He divorced her because of you, you moron! And now he’s depressed because you refuse to talk to him.”
“I swear I never made a move on him! I didn’t want him to leave his wife because he suddenly found me attractive.”
“Because he… stupid boys! Do I need to spell it out for you? He is in love with you. It’s not some little fling for him.”
“He’s in love with me?”
“Yeah. So you can imagine he’s pretty heartbroken right now when you apparently don’t care at all about him.”
“I thought it was just a thing, an attraction. I figured if I kept my distance he would realize that he shouldn’t give up his life for some quick sex with me.”
“You really are a little self-centered at times aren’t you?” She sighed and then started talking a little quieter. “Just go to him, please? Even if you’re not in love with him anymore he could use a friend.”
“I’m in my car, I’m almost at his place. And Alli, just so you know, I think I fell in love with him the first time I met him and I haven’t stopped since.”
When Kris opened the door, Adam knew that coming there was one of the best decisions of his life.
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March 5th, 2010
Kris
“Hey Adam. How’s the tour going?”
“Amazing. But I’m looking forward to seeing you again baby.”
“Me too. I’m in the studio a lot but when I come home the house feels empty without you here.”
Being on his first solo tour was an unbelievable experience, but after being on the road for two months the thought of getting a break and being able to come home to Kris for a few days was all that kept him going.
“It’s only a few days and then I’m flying home.”
“I know.”
“I love you. You better be waiting naked in bed when I get home on Thursday.”
“I’ll do even better and wait by the front door. And Adam?”
“Yeah?”
“I love you too”
Adam hung up the phone and smiled.
*The End *
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