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Well thats it....choir done finetto...(sp?lol)..I am still freaking crying and I just cant stop...Choir has been such a part of my life for so long..yea I hate it alot sometimes..especially this year...but Its a part of my life that is just going to feel void now.. :( love Ms.B i love my whole choir gang ive been through alot with all of them esp. Nicole, Kat, Kim, Jess, Jason and Max. Thank you to ALL of my friends who were there even just to hug me...it made me smile even if i wasnt showing it..(obviously..lol)
So I was trying to calm myself down finally got changed ready to go to big boys and low and behold...I look only to see my CG poster torn down..and yes it was torn down it was just gone!! I even checked with janitors..SO yea that makes me feel great my pictures me and my friends gone!! I love that i try my best to be nice to everyone yet still I get messed with ...whatever only like 9 more days of this shit...
I feeling crappy also about prom..Im trying to be optmistic but eh..I dont know Im just not that excited...
I wish i could just make myself feel happy I feel really depressed I know i shouldnt but i just do..Graduating really is going too be so hard for me ooh man oooh man
Katie came out to see me tonight that made my night!! My dad freakin cried like crazy too!! I cant handle seeing him lose it.... i just cant..lol
Tomorrow is Juniors elections for NHS!! I cant believe thats all done too...it feels like yesterday i got picked over mike yott.lol But I had so much fun and we accomplished so much!! even if other "members" thought of the officers as unapproachable...
Well i guess im done although i dont think i can sleep tonight Im in such a weird mood...