I have found a new love, driving around and singing ( Read more... )

today, this past week and the next couple days be busy, but I love it i guess. doing everything I want to,m except work cause thats gay, but everything else is good stuff. no im going to go sit staring at my tv watching curb your enthusiasm, greeatest gift ever recieved plusgiven, s o goood i cant ty[e

I guess we'll never know..
never knowing just may be the best thing for you though, in some way or another.

I miss people

its my birthday need i say much more? haha seriously I wont say much more lol. except for I had the creepiest, dirtiest, disgusting and scary dreams last night. but I woke up and it was like..YAYYYYYY im in bed with the sunrise in my face, and im going to downstairs, and read a card from my mom that made me cry lol. but nobody is here, ITS MY ( Read more... )

I very much dont know if I should do it. I feel like I have to but then again I want to be able to know I can beat my brain without some pill helping me along. the only thing is, its not little stupid problems that are meaningless. there has been something going on in my brain for years now. I can handle the feelings get now a hell of a lot ( Read more... )

heres to a very sleepfilled friday night ( Read more... )

yeah so I just deleteda long journal thing i wrote cause i read it and thought to myself.."am i serious right now?"  it was really stupid.  anywho uhhh yeah we otally have a 2 hour delay and im awake...hopefully I can get back to sleep cause day 2's are tiring as hell this half the year..i'll leave the post i wrot cause its so rediculously stupid ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU

Five fingers on the .45 chrome ( Read more... )

fuck, I cant tell if i am tired..but I want to be asleep and I cant fall asleep..and my head hurts and i want everything to just stop. I want school to stop, I want homework to stop, I want college thoughts to stop, I want my worries about everything good in my life going wrong TO STOP, im being such a little bitch about everything and it just ( Read more... )