i just put most of it out there. and i pressed send. and now, im leaving it up to God and him really. and i just wish i could call. and i just wish, really, that i could look into his eyes until we both fell asleep. thats all.

were bringin sexy back...

no significance other than that has been the song refrain stuck in my head all day and id like to thank/blame justin timberlake for that. now that its said and done. its time for night night.

we did the whole "cast me as an extra purty please" and i managed to slap together a resume and such. i dunno, all of that is not important right now.. in fact. dont know why i blabber on about the things im NOT thinking about ( Read more... )

oh my humps! nobody can understand the joy it brings me. anywhoots, so, tonight is the first read through, and hopefully i will be a productive little girl beforehand and "get my academic on" i still feel like im going to show up and russell will look at me very seriously and say, im sorry jillian, but there has been some horrible mistake ( Read more... )

dammit. im just not doing well. only saving grace, working till i lose my head and handful of friends.

mother of pearl!

i just made it up. cuz its a word ive been feeling like saying cuz it feels fun and good to say, especially to our dog, who has eyebrows that are very inquisitive ( Read more... )

ive got one word to say and that one word is : puggle

update. still need money. in desperate need of scholarship getting-back. crazy hectic schedule for fall. will be making money on all sorts of side avenues. hit me up for smack or luvin (kiddin kiddles). do need money though. feel no need to write in full sentances. got mom hooked on sex'n city. am thrilled. she wont admit it. looks like ill be in ( Read more... )

all things going well, i think ill probably end up at university place. anyone want to join? anyone feel that they should tell me im making a horrible mistake? does anyone know if i can use my loans to pay for it? oh dear. im so stressed. who knew id be crossing my fingers to simply be back at winthrop. oy ( Read more... )

all things going well, im back in sc tommorrow. deal with THAT.

also, the boy makes me smile across an ocean and continent.