( the guy friends are great.... )

I felt sick. It was like I didnt want to see you at all. I saw you in my rearview mirror and I wanted to chunk it out the window. I have no reason to feel like that. You haven't done anything for me to feel that way about you. I only feel that way because I actually feel the exact opposite about you and I don't want to. It's not right.

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Today was really interesting ( Read more... )

Why do you think you're such a good friend? You suck as a friend. You say that you've been my best friend forever, yet all you do is put me down to make yourself feel better. It's not just me that you do it to, but it is me the most. You take joy in making people feel like poo, and I don't know how you have any friends anymore. You also said that ( Read more... )

well i hope we surprised you Tabitha. and I also hope that you had an effin' good time. I know I did. and I also love the whole Kiwi thing as well. It's amazing. I'm so happy for you my dear beautiful friend. You deserve every bit of it though so dont for one second think that you dont. Anyways, we are also gonna have a kick-bum ciudad. that's ( Read more... )

okk..... this is starting to bug me... i really wish i would stop seeing him and his friend every-freakin-where i go. its like its a conspiracy or something. no not really. but its still annoying. anyways, haha tabitha we're throwing you a surprise party tonite and you dont know it!!!! hardy hardy har har. haha i love it... QUICK!!! laugh like TJ. ( Read more... )

i had a golf match today.. it sucked.. yay. anyways, how are you? I wish I was doing better, but I just can't seem to get it together. Do you ever know how that feels? I also can't get the OnE out of my mind. He just reels and reels and reels. It wont stop haunting me....

i just got home from golf practice, and shot a 40, so im happy right now. yay. that excites me. my friend megan was talking to me while we were there.. she broke up with her boyfriend of 18 months last night b/c she said that she was afraid that she was too young to be that serious with a guy. i agree, yet i dont agree. i agree with the way that ( Read more... )

thw whole time im sitting here thinking... why? why does anything happen? why do people screw up? why do people hurt other people? i dont understand and i dont think i ever will. im so sick and tired of taking crap from people. i cant stop. help me stop. i took chandy's crap just a second ago, when she was trying to tell me that i sounded like i ( Read more... )