i am the most nervous person ever i cant relax or do anything all i can think about is camp ahhh and there was a screw up in my mail so i didnt get it yet hopefully it will be there tomorrow if not by thursday....deep breathes

a lots happened since ive updated muhahaha.
i dont feel like telling you sorry call and ask if you really wanna know the secrets.

1. give me a nickname and explain why you picked it ( Read more... )

yah im such an idiot ( Read more... )

ok i do i really like him and that stuff is just some of the time but hes soo sweet and soo cute and every time i talk to him he seems that he is never gonna do that or do it less and less. i just want to stay with him and have the same thing that happened with andrtew to happen with nick the l word. i wish i wish...

new years was alright i guess you know it was a party sorta three man partay. we basically drove around noah driving and me and nick in the back site him trying to go down on me ...it woulodnt happen. and then i started thinking comparing really him to andrew. nick is a very very sexual person and wants ass any second someone isnt looking and when ( Read more... )

yah im a fucking screw up. first i make the same plans with two different groups of friends. yah smart cam. then with nick i told him something i kinda didnt want to say u know one of those things youd rather keep silent. and then "i dont care enough" yah whatever tho im not mad i do care quite a bit about him. this is what he said...o wait first i ( Read more... )

alright im prolly gunna give on this whole LJ thing and just say what i feel out loud to myself or to others and........not write cuz that s kinda annoying but hey what the helll ive don eit for awhile ill still ccmment for ya'll wants

" From Time to Time I catch myself in a blissful day- dreaming of summer. Each time a different memory. But I have this one image burned in to my brain: it was the night you left. everyone crying and sad. that one single moment i caught i glimpse of the most beautiful face. when a tear came strolling down your face i knew this was goodbye and i ( Read more... )

competition today whoot whoot...its over YES!! and now pep rally now taht will be the only good time we have this season garenteed.(i hate big words ( Read more... )