So I'm happy again. I like being happy. I am going to watch Big Fish tonight. Hella exciting. Aamanda, I have a story to tell you. Such a good story. Hehehehe. Time for meaningless quizes. Yea!


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I have been so happy today. I don't know why; I've had no reason to be as happy as I am. Optimism is weird. I am so totally not used to it. Anyway, I was not happy all week so I went and bought myself flowers. Somewhat sad, but damn it, I have flowers now. I even bought myself my favorite flowers, tulips. I am such a dork. I don't know why I am so ( Read more... )

You're still in a mood to mix things up. Some would call this looking for trouble, but to you it's just your natural creativity in action. Watch what happens when you start the ball rolling for big changes in your home or workplace. Maybe you're acting from experience, or maybe you're trying your hand at something you never did before. You're not ( Read more... )

I am mad at myself, I am mad at him, I'm sorta pissed at my parents, but mostly mad at myself and him. This is all so fucking stupid. Damn. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. I have plans tonight. I'm going to the concert like I planned on doing, even my horoscope says that I should go out tonight and expand my social horizons. Sounds good to me. I want to ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm happy again. I'm happy most of the time, even if it doesn't sound like it. I feel kinda dorky, but its a good feeling. So I am wishing everyone good feelings, because we all know that there are days where we desperately need positive energy sent our way. Spread the love.

I'm not very good about updating any more. Of course, I order to do that one would have to be home. I am never home. I have a babysitting gig that I want to get out of. It was good at first, but now it just blows. The kid is great, super easy to take care of, the money is nonexistant. I cannot live off of what I am being paid. Maybe it won't seem ( Read more... )

I don't even remember the last time I updated or what I said. My mind is going a million miles an hour right now. I so stressed out and none of it has to do with school or my family. This something that involves me and only me. Swell. Part of the stress will disappear by tomorrow night and the rest is going to stay with me until the first week of ( Read more... )

A quick update. I actually have plans for myself that go all the way to Sunday. And then there are even more plans but no final date has been attached to them. No, this has nothing to do with Chris. Had to clear that one up for all the wondering minds out there. I'm excited though. Changes in my life, and I'm doing them myself. Too damn bad that ( Read more... )

I'm still not going to publically (sp?) admit how I messed up, but I really did mess up. Its not horrible in any kind of deathly way, but I am definetly kicking myself in the butt for it. Yeah, I can kick my own ass. So anyone, big mess up that I probably won't fix until next week, partly because I can't fix it any sooner. I gave myself these ( Read more... )

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