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[enchantinggazes]

This has been a very VERY VERY confusing week. Well, i odn't know really what to post about. All I can say is, I've done a lot of growing up in the last few weeks. Things are going awesome, and some things not so great, but thats life and i accept it, i think it needs tweaking, but i accept that it has it's faults

Comments

[midnitebookworm]

well, im very glad you've decided to stay single for a while and find yourself, you will appreciate that decicion in the long run. and im also glad you are trying to pull your self away from *him* i think it will strengthen your charector. Thank you, im glad you had fun at the party, it seems i actually did well, imagine that, lol.
(Theres your FREEKIN post!)

[musicsoul_1]

Being alone is not so bad. :-) There is nothing WORSE than "setting," if you know what I mean. So, enjoy being YOU......je t'aime, mon cher.
good to talk to you today. :-)

[loki85]

I am happy for you Josh... I am sorry for what I am an who I am... I know you can' forgive me but just try to look past that please and maybe later in life you can be my friend... Just let me know hen you are ready and I will be there like always...goodbye Josh...

le sigh

[enchantinggazes]

my judgement on this is saying don't post, but i want to.

i know i've been a lot of trouble, but you don't need that right now, you have more important stuff to worry about than lil' ole' me. So i mean, i've needed a break, some time to realize it won't ever happen, and im sorry it's taking me so long, but i got stuck, which im sure you know how that goes. I know i was a bit biased to a lot of things, and about me forgiving you... it was my own fault, so i can't think of anything you would have to be forgiven for.

i may not be ready quite yet, but i won't lie, it's a bit different without you there at all. I mean in ALL honesty, you were/ARE a big part of who i am today, and i guess i should thank you, i've learned some good lessons.

but it's late and i should go, i may post some more, so keep checking ^_^.

Paix et Amour
Josh

[loki85]

okay Josh I am listening
Hey and you should comment on my journal too.
I am sorry I know I sound pathetic in my previous post I just feel so dirty that I could mistreat someone so bad... Well I don't know whatelse to say except IM me or call sometime it would be nice to here your voice again
My MSN is Loki@msn My AIM is Berserker Loki so later

your friend,
Deshler Thomas Davies