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I really don't know what I would do without my friends right now. Always there to smack some sense into me whenever I get in my "im missing him" moods. Truth is..I never really listened to people when they told me that I can do better. And now I know that I can. But theres always the part of me that doesn't want to. Guess it will take time to ( Read more... )

I'm sleeping on the floor now. My bed just holds too many memories ( Read more... )

So it seems like everything is working out for everyone but me. I guess mine just takes a little bit more time than most people. I'm still trying to piece together Saturday night.. I think I might have pissed a few people off because I was saying everything that has been bothering me- even though I'm not quite sure what exactly was said ( Read more... )

So last night was a little hectic. Normally I'm a happy drunk but this time I was pissed off. Theres no time for all this drama shit thats going on. And now it seems you can't go anyplace without someone starting it up. And there were several occasions last night. I dropped my phone in the toliet..which I really have no recollection of. All I ( Read more... )

You know.. I never really listened to the advice given to me when people said "Everything happens for a reason..and only time will tell" But now I'm starting to see it. Everything does happen for a reason and you can only allow yourself the time and space to understand it fully. And maybe..just maybe..it will turn out for the best. I mean- maybe ( Read more... )

I finally figured out that you're not coming back and I'm not going anywhere.
you
were the one with all the faith how did you let it slip away?
That's right, I'm blaming this all on you ( Read more... )

Well things aren't going to get better. Amazing how you can just forget something or someone so fast. I'm just glad that I'm not like that. At least I still have a heart through all of this even though you've shattered it to about 100 million peices in a matter of weeks. Go ahead and be happy with her..it won't last long ( Read more... )

I hate time..especially too much of it. But in some cases it makes things so much better. So where do I go from here? I really wish I had better sense of direction ( Read more... )