Well, you're just across the street ( Read more... )

Daydream ( Read more... )

We know a place where no planes go ( Read more... )

our society is starting to take on the feeling of an ayn randian work, mainly of atlas shrugged proportions with the absence of objectivism, when people have become so complacent that they will pay $4.50 for a gallon of gas, which a few years ago was as low as $3 and before that $2. when i pulled up to the gas station, i was shocked to see that the ( Read more... )

Michael handed me his copy of his “Bible Reading for the Home,” with a family on the cover with the father in a sweater-vest holding the Bible open and the wife, son, and daughter smiling in his direction ( Read more... )

the question: what in the world am i going to do with my life? it's the question that seems to be on my mind more often than not. everyday, every time someone mentions school, the future, living life, basically anything related to everything, it brings back that cold panic that accompanies the feelings of mass confusion and hopelessness ( Read more... )

i should be finishing one of my two papers right now but instead i'm bring back my lists...i don't know if anyone even reads these anymore...i think we're all to busy for this clowning around, which may be true in my case, but i'll never be too mature to not waste time ( Read more... )

School got out ( Read more... )

i feel that for the first time in a while, i'm getting my act together. i feel like someone who's been a substance abuser and would try to stop but would frequently find themselves falling into that downward spiral. not that i'm comparing my situations to theirs because i think addiction is probably a lot harder to kick than the things that i've ( Read more... )

i have not updated in a long time...i guess it's because i've really had nothing to say. i've been too busy hating myself recently to really think about anything other than hating myself. this past week, there's been a lull in the self-hate department but it'll be back...most of my winter break was spent working. big surprise there. but i'm not ( Read more... )