Now engaging in binge eating. Also, it occured to me that a more poignant and witty music selection for my last post would have been Mary J. Blige - No More Drama.

Where to begin...I had call-backs today. I thought for sure that the other person that was up for the part got it. Then I got pulled out of choir and the director told me I got the part. Yay. Only...not yay. Most of you don't know what its like to direct, but the hardest part of it is to tell someone that they didn't get a part. In fact, it's one ( Read more... )

Went to bed at 6:30pm...what's that about? THen I wole up at midnight and here I sit. So I'm trying to use my time constructively and do homework, but I don't know what the hell it is I'm supposed to do. I know how to make a timeplot, I know how to use MS Word, but how the hell do you make a timeplot on MS Word? If any of you that took stats knows ( Read more... )

Well I went out to lunch with Bryan so that I wasn't wallowing in my own misery, allthough I felt no better. Basically it amounted to me just being incredibly disappointed in myself for not doing as well as I could. Then I walked in the door and my mom said that the assistent director called for me to go to call backs tomorrow. Very relieving. In ( Read more... )

Auditions SUCKED...I did so bad I was gonna throw up. I sang like a donkey, read like Mariah Carey in Glitter, and my blood sugar crashed so low I was convulsing. On top of that, I still can't bend my arms and my legs will barely support me. (Insert angry/sad noise here)

Haven't posted in a while as I both have not been home and my internet has been shitted the past few days. Since veryone is either busy or sleeping, here I write ( Read more... )

Uch, I feel icky...nervous anxiety mixed with overall blehness...I really to need ot get a good night's sleep ( Read more... )

Finally sent my application to Valdosta tonight. Finished My homework. This all done after I got off work. I am fierce. I will celebrate by sleeping more than 2 hours for the first time in 2 days. Good night.

I'm beginning to loathe my job more and more. School is beginning to become quite a burden. All my friends are far away...why am I so happy? I think I should be depressed or something. We'll see how I feel in May I suppose ( Read more... )

ARGH! I hate homework! Now I remember why I never did any... I haven't exactly been working diiligently on it, I've been distracted by Sister Act and Matilda. BUT! It still sucks cause everytime I look down from the tv its still there! I'm trying to work during commercials but I think I'm about to call it quits for the night. I'm sure glad Sister ( Read more... )