The worst kind of nightmare is the ones you wake up to.

I miss sleep...

I'm Scared ( Read more... )

Minimum effort...

Need to please/Need to be the best

What a conflict of interests that is.

So it's really wierd my mom sent me this e-mail whcih basicly pinpointed me and whats going on... the wierd part being my comnication with her has been slim to none, but yet she was right on with just about every point she made ( Read more... )

If I'm the attention grubbing whore that am, and things had gotten to the point where they were...Then why am I awake at 7 in the morning missing her and pining over the issue? It just seems odd to me that I thought I'd be okay with this that it was a perfectly reasonable and sane call, but I'm not and that just sucks ( Read more... )

Well I've been feeling a bit better this week, Def. still off however... I guess sunny days and having something to actually do again has done me some good. I'm still really contemplative, but I guess that's normal enough for me ( Read more... )

So I was reminded today of how far I've come or better yet how far I haven't come. I was just scanning through old enteries, to dumb to go to sleep, and while there were some good laughs all I saw were dead ends and disappointments. I duno it just seems like I never accomplish anything with my time... I don't impact anyone. I mean like Joe called ( Read more... )

This is me giving up on the world just a little bit more... I think I'll get a haircut today maybe that'll make me feel productive.

Welp I went to Kyle's B-day party Sat. it was nice I wans't feeling to hot so I'm sure it coulda been better... and to make things worse, as kyle summized it," if someone is having sex leonard is in the room." And I guess I'll just leave it at that. On the brighter side of things sunday was much better... Kyle Jeff and I went t chipotle btoth of ( Read more... )

WTF was that? ...That was bull shit
Thanks for nothing Ian and 375