i feel used and taken advantage of,

on many levels.

i really miss fallon.

i dont know how i have survived living without her in my life.

and in my space.

i wish i didnt have to work a double today. its beautiful outside ( Read more... )

it is 2:40 am. my eyes are swollen and still leaking this terribly salty water. if i could just fast forward through the next couple years, that would be nice ( Read more... )

i am very torn right now ( Read more... )

people are talking shit.

today was cool.

with the exception of me being a dumbass at work and dropping a huuuuge pile of plates of the floor.

big crash. bloody finger. bloody hell.

today i went swimming. in the ocean.

it was cold.

today, kurt baker and i are walking to fort williams. booyeah.

and im fucking tired. late nights and spice world will be the death of me one of these days.

the future of my living situation in the fall lies in the hands of three people other than myself. i need to be down there to do this.

excitement level just dropped.

i wish people could just not assume these roles that arent even necessary.